its great eastern's 100th bday! haa.
anyway i wanna tell ppl abt this boy that we met on our anniversary. we met this boy on the bus otw to town. i call him a boy but my dear says he could be even older then us, probably in his 20s. he was forcefully hitting the seat between us to catch our attention until we finally turned. he seemed to be mouthing sth and making some ah-ah-eh-eh sounds. he then took out a piece of paper and showed my dear. it says sth like this:
(his name) is a hyperactive boy and he has a communication problem. pls do not give him any money because he has money. for your own safety, pls do not attempt to chase after him. (address)
another thing abt him is when his money dropped out from his wallet but he didnt know. out of concern, i took it and handed over to him. he anxiously opened his wallet and then took the money from me to keep it. the thing is, he had to try several times to place the 2 notes into the cash slot. with each try, he got more anxious and agitated. i could feel the helplessness and pekchekness within him. his actions are so fast and slow. he's fast cox he's anxious but it seems like its not helping. i just its due to his hyperactivity that he cant really sit still on the bus. poor boy. i can still rmb his looks vividly in my mind now.
i was so stunned yet full of sympathy towards him. but his stop is much further then ours. i so wanted to bring him to his destination before carrying on with our date. but sadly, its so impossible. so, we wanted to bring him to the lower deck so that the bus driver can take care of him and most imptly, get him to alight at where he is supposed to. but to my dismay, he is reluctant to follow us to the lower deck when we kept trying to ask him to go down. sadly, we could only alight without him and leave him in the lurch.
i looked up at the bus after i alighted and there he is, peering over the transparent glass/plastic pane of the bus from the upper deck. awwww.. i feel so bad =(
friends, pls help the needy ppl around us okay. be a kind soul.
met linda at seoul garden ^^ long since!

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FOOD!
u know who u are.
we have not been contacting since that day.
i used to feel that its okay despite not being in contact all the time.
but this time, im not feeling okay.
have u ever wondered wad caused all this silence and awkwardness?
IF u have ever wondered,
u'll realise its because we CARE for u.
its because we dont want u to get hurt.
rmb that night when i told u "dont come crying to us."
and u replied saying "yea, i wont. i wont go to u even if i cry."
thanks uh.
thats so much for being friends for so many yrs?
thats so worth it just because of ONE guy?
wad is the big fuss abt him that changed us?
we specially went to visit at that time just because we care.
and u think we have nth better to do?
i've expressed wadever i want to,
its up to u to think wadever u want to.
anyway, u've disappointed me.
one last line for u: 好自为之