for the first time in history for as long as i could rmb, i slept 15hrs straight. i feel as if my bones are falling apart alr. so yes, im going to get an mc ltr on. i just woke up to brush my teeth and stuff.. and.. i started coughing hard, and out came the phlegm. but it was highlighted with RED BLOOD. and my first reaction was "OMG GOT BLOOD?!?! DIE." and then.. i finally have sth to blow from my nose. i blew and blew and blew and out came a lump of bloody phlegm as well =x attached is the disgusting pic of my bloody phlegm. pls do not freak out. if u will be, pls do not attempt to look at it. MIAO, GET WELL SOON!
today hasnt been a gd day for me.
firstly, my sip interview was brought forward from thu.
shocked and stunned when i heard abt it over dinner the previous night.
none of us knew where it was, so had to cab there from sch.
so, we reached like 15mins earlier but ended up waiting for 45mins.
interview lasted for almost 45mins as well.
not like it wasnt bad enough, we didnt know where we were and had to walk quite a distance under the scorching 12pm sun before we reach raffles mrt station.

met hy for lunch before heading home to change and out again.
had xiao long bao and prawn dumplings at ding tai fung.
hanged around before meeting ry & kenny.
trained to bugis to meet hy.
dined at nydc before sourcing for dou hua
on and on .. .. ..
reached home and realised that v min that i've forgotten to get newspapers for mum.
being an emo gd daughter, i decided to go out again to get it for her.
came back with the papers and she conplained that its not the ones she wanted!
damn.

wad diff does it make to take the same bus but we're not talking anyway?
how i hope i wasnt there.
im just a little too short-tempered these days.
vented my anger whenever i could and even on ppl whom wont tend to get it from me.
anyway, im rather sorry abt today.
im just not myself.
its just not my day.

been really tired these days, even during the early nights.
i gotta slp more. yea.
tml.
i can finally slp til the sun shines on me and i dont want to wake up and there wouldnt be alarms ringing my head off!

im really sorry that things turned out that way.
it wasnt wad i wanted too.
things went wrong right from the start, i guess.
sch started today!
dear was so sweet la!
waited for me before sch starts ^^

lesson was cancelled so we went to have our meal at central.
went montip to collect my precious hp that was left there overnight =/
and my boss was there.
and complaining wad was i doing there when im supposed to be in sch.

bumped into sharon at pastamania!
she looks cuteee in her uniform.

and i got to know abt this shattering news - that im going for my sip interview on thu at DBS.
great.
thats when my jitters start.
today must have been a bad day.
it must be my retribution for slping til 11am.
went to sch for the pre-sem briefing for the first time in my poly life;
and received a bad piece of news.
my MP grp was torn apart.
on top of that, my new members are 2 guys i've almost nv talked to before.
cool huh.
how cool can it get?
but hopefully things will work out fine.
the whole thing wasted 4hrs of my life.
finally left there with a super hungry tummy and headed for food at tm.
was late for work and still had to listen to the crap of some nuisance.
thanks god i only had to see her for 10mins.
if she's gonna get promoted, i swear im gonna quit in the short run.
today's a crappy day.
hopefully tml will be a better one.
damn sian.

i've realised i always say that.
its damn sian when u have to go home;
its damn damn sian when u have to work the next day;
its damn damn damn sian when ur sch is starting next wk.

supposingly going gym tml..
but i guess im too out most of the time that i have absolutely nth to wear tml.
cool.
perhaps i should be a gd girl tml afternoon too.
probably meet up with ppl i've yet to this hols?

yea, i guess i should slp now. gdnite.
very long since i last updated.
not sure if its just me or too many activities.
so busy with living the life i want to now before sch starts.

had enjoyable nights ytd, the day before and blah blah..
was late for wk today due to fatigue.
home late last night due to friends and drinking.
and didnt slp a wink the previous night.
imagine staying awake thru the night after a gathering and straight for work;
meeting up with friends and finally drinking (not too much to get drunk, but too ex)

it seems like everyone is having a problem recently.
probably a rough patch for ppl around me.
but ppl, stay strong!
u know i'll be here.

some things happen for a reason,
some things just happen without.
ironically, some things can happen without having the need for a reason.

so, just live life the way u want it to be.
most imptly, be happy!

feeling real down now..
10yrs of friendship and it went all down the drain today?
i guess its just me
despite not knowing the reason why too.
just imagine ur best friend saying
"just get it from me the next time. oh no, there wont be a next time."
and then touching ur face and say
"im so disappointed in u."
before leaving in a cab, leaving u all alone in a cafe.
wow.
it must have been the best day in my life.

how i wished time could turn back..
got home SUPER early! like almost right after work. so early, nth to do, tired but cant slp =.= serene was here at my hse studying with yuan.. didnt manage to help much too. instead, i ate A LOT due to boredom and fatigue. A LOT = 1.5 bowl of instant noodles, 0.5 packet of biscuits, 1 stick of ice cream, 2 ferero rocher, 1 bowl of porridge with prawns and fish and pork floss. sinful =x thats not all, i think i made my mum even more unhappy being at home and doing nth. so yes, its better to stay out. I SO WANT TO GO OUT LA! since things dont work out when i come home early, i might as well just stay out everyday.

going out soon. bye.

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attached.


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