The examiniations of academic year 2007/08
have come to an end.

YEA!! hee.

on the contrary, its not really sth to be happy abt on the whole.
cox i think i screwed up the papers.
either one or both.
i guess the supp is going to nab me this time round.
(i dont just say that for fun)
but hopefully my lady luck can still create a miracle for me.

that as gd as not studying for the paper;
pray and pray and pray to god;
and turns up for the paper. lol

i can be easily contened :)
loves.
i said sth senseless again. haa. conver with rapture again.

R[a]p[t]ure ｡◕‿◕｡ says:
was his name amin or something
my batch also had a malay trainer

[i][c=41]icygreenie [/c][/i] says:
erm no
hahaa
his name is
RAMESH
omg is indian =x
LOLOL

R[a]p[t]ure ｡◕‿◕｡ says:
LOL
i was thinking... ISN'T THAT AN INDIAN NAME
HAHA

continue talking..
R[a]p[t]ure ｡◕‿◕｡ said:
我是變態！！

[i][c=41]icygreenie [/c][/i] said:
YA =/
I KNOW

R[a]p[t]ure ｡◕‿◕｡ says:
ｉｓ　ｓｈｅ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｕｒ　ｓｉｓｔｅｒ
don't seem like leh
more like cousins

[i][c=41]icygreenie [/c][/i] said:
huh. why lol
we look so alike!
WE'RE CARVED OUT FROM THE SAME PIECE OF WOOD OMG

R[a]p[t]ure ｡◕‿◕｡ says:
oh so u are wood ladies
demons
my god
so how many thousand yrs of cultivation have u had
ahahahha

=.=

shit ah. still havent study =(
i saw jen at cs today! twice at diff timings.
but he didnt notice me the first time.
benny is a nice guy! haa.
i so feel like a celebrity today la.
theres this 2 girls shopping at montip and like kind of keep looking at me.
whispering and looking at me in a way like im supposed to know them.
they gave me that kind of stare which i'll give when my friends are oblivious to my presence.
u know, like when ur friends dont recognise u and u'll stare to ask "HELLO do u rmb me?!"
makes me feel so weird =/
and finally when they're making payment,
one of them asked me:
你是不是宝宝的姐姐?

"ya."
=x
so, im not a celebrity.
my sister is.

thanks to my colleague who came to help out at night,
im able to leave in the evening as i have to "study".
nice =D

havent seen yuan for a whole day ytd!
poor girl.. didnt even get to eat dinner.
lol. pictures time~

yuan cooked for me de! ^^
she told me:
jie, this is not 普通的面 leh.
this is called "MA YOU DAN DAN MIAN".

i was like, wth la? DAN DAN MIAN?! as in this DANDAN? =/ freaked out.luckily she went on to say:
its MA YOU DAN DAN MIAN cox got no ingredients added,
only MA YOU.
chey. 原来 is 麻油淡淡面 =.=

just reached home from the cmsk meeting.
our grp did it quite okay except when i was a little slow in reacting when it was my part.
i got the 'secretary' position and had to 'pretend' to write minutes, which distracted me.
but overall it was fine.
thanks to the ample practices we did before that.

my throat got a little better today.
i can somehow hear my normal voice.
but this sudden continuous cough came when we were doing our minutes in the library after the meeting.
talk abt 死前的征兆.
hahaa. i hope i used that term correctly =/
realise, its been like 2yrs+ since i've really read chi.
and i seriously think its getting rusty.

so tired!
but still, its not time to give up yet.
going out now to study for sa.
jiayou~!
i entitled this post "the super long post." contains activities for 5days =D

long since i've posted! so sorry for the mia. i understand; for going to ppl's blog expecting to read sth but it seems like that person just died-ed without u knowing. hahaa. alright.

starting from 13 feb (wed), i didnt want to go anywhere since theres no lessons in sch. but ya, lost to elenda =.= went to cdc with her. i got conned. she told me it'll only take 1-2hrs. damn. instead, she took like 5hrs of my time! finally went home and then went out with the 2 yuans.

oh yep! saw this weird man when i was eating at kfc with elenda. after eating, i went to wash my hands. saw this man approaching our table when i was walking back. he pointed to my leftover food and then just took it to another table before starting to devour it =/ the sight was simply disgusting la. that made us feel like puking. seriously la. just imagine. u didnt eat someone else's food. but this man can actually take some stanger's leftover food and eat - even before that person leaves the table.

disgusted. and filled with sympathy at the same time. we finally decided to buy food for that man after discussion. got a meal for him and asked the staff to pass it to him. hope that helps! and there was this other old lady at the opposite table who was dabao-ing (taking away) drinks =.=

i had a lonely valentines' day. was alone for more than half a day la. so sian. and had to date my laptop. damn sian cox i couldnt find a com in sch. sianed. went home to do my proj. all thanks to huiling's help. did as much as i could before meeting ry at her hse and then going out for supper and then go pray at this temple in loyang - with the 2 yuans. went home quite late and still have to force myself to study uir! damn. so tired.

ran this errand for him today. hope 有情人终成眷属 =)

uir test on fri was ok ah. i just passed but it seemed to aijin that i did well. (the power of comparison) hahaa. and i was suay enough to be the first she called out for the blog presentation. forget it. come quickly and end quickly. i just crapped my way thru =/ and i still had the cheek to ask her a downright stupid qns before i start.
aijin: ok u can start.
me: ok.. so this is my blog..
(to aijin) erm, can i ask u a qns?
aijin: yes?
me: what am i supposed to present on? =/
*class laughs*
aijin: =.= on what u have learnt in this subject.
me: oh okay. blah blah blah.. ..

super jialat.
okay then after uir lesson, went to chiong ader.
gave it one last dash though i know its wrong alr.
haa. stayed back and completed everything by 8pm.
hy came to tp to find me la.
so sweet of her =)
then went 85 to eat before heading home~

work on sat and sun..
chiong to study for ader right after work on sun.
no time alr!
test on mon and havent studied one bit!
cool. super cool.
u reap what u sow.
i die.

studied til 12+ then went home.
went to sch like an hr+ before to study.
(like it helps)
felt super dead when i came out of the lt.
but its just not me to brood over it and flip my notes for the right ans.
whats done cannot be undone.
whats submitted cannot be changed.
so be it.
the worst is just retaking of module.
its not the end of the world.

prepared our cmsk script after the pp.
then went home to slp before meeting eq to study sa.
sockie and xw best!
slack for today and start tml.
cool.
i cmi.
so have to ks abit for once.
tml is the cmsk meeting!
excited over what is the role i'll be getting tml.
hahaa.
gd luck ppl!
as quoted from someone i admire,
"some people just have it better."
i used to think that was just a line someone used to make oneself feel better -
just to make yourself feel that its not you, its just life.
> an excuse to escape from reality.

now, i think i understand the feeling of the originator when this line was mentioned.
life is so not fair.
then again, perhaps i needed the above assurance.

i finally truly understood the meaning of the line;
the more ppl i meet, the more i love my dog.

i keep seeing 人的丑陋.
and that really disgusted me.

that made me detest life.
detest my life.
detest seeing ppl.
detest hearing.
detest talking.
hatred.
yes so i havent slept. haa. pictures time~

for goodness sake.
im soooo addicted to WAHJONG now.
just finished the gameS with sop, chevydovey and limligen leaving.
SIAN-ED.
everyone off to their beds.
i wonder if i shld too.
haa.
if i do, im not sure if i'll be in sch tml.
lol.

im super touched today!
CHEVY WALKED ME HOME AT 2.30AM ^^
she understands that im afraid of the dark.
thanks girl. love u loads!

she said she's meeting me, but he thought that she meant she's meeting him.
hope everyone had a HAPPY NEW YEAR.

i didnt really enjoy.
things didnt go the way i expected it to be.
anyway, things got better as days went by.

i've learnt new things just within these days.
it taught me things that i'll rmb for life.
too many to recall.
but this period was like a roller coaster ride.
so fast, so scary.

chu xi was dinner with family;
but this couple (kor's friends) came too.
not like they're a part of our family?
okay, not that i dont welcome them.
im just biased cox i dont like them.
windwind came today! =)

chu yi and chu er were for visiting..
on chu er, zy came to my hse late at night.
after supper & playing cards and all,
we went to play sparkles at east coast =x
and that was 5am+
=.=
got forced by yuan.
and by the time i reached home at 8am,
I FELL DEAD ON THE BED.

on chu san, woke up at 2pm.
went for movie at ps with ahbeng, sophia, socks, xw & ah bao.
watched kung fu dunk.
super nice la! its funny.
hahaa and i like jay chou now =p
and after that, sophia & socks left us.
the rest came to my hse to eat and play mj!
hehs.
but still, didnt play enough =x
come on ppl!
just come to my hse for mj this season!
MAKE APPOINTMENTS!

starting work tml =(
saw carol at pc bunk today ^^

jiejie.. smsed and asked if i was okay.
she said i didnt feel right.
and that im not the same anymore.
like im bothered with sth.
i hope im not.

i've realised..
that we cant control things in life.
we can only make decisions & precautions;
hoping to achieve the result we want.
but somehow..
along the way, unexpected events might pop a surprise.

thanks to xiuwen~
that i got some divine help for ader.
wahahahaas~
much appreciated!

its the first time in ages.

yes.
thats black pepper if u've guessed it.
HE STIR-FRIED IT.
i dunno for wad.
he cooked BLACK PEPPER BEEF STEAK.
i couldnt resist the temptation of gobbling up my portion =x
so yup, took a pic of yuan's instead.

hahaa yummy la!

and.. was introduced this wahjong game.
super fun la! hehs.
play play play!!

going to buy new yr stuff with mum ltr!
hahaa "late night shopping" too =p

shifted this post upwards just to complement the song ^^

Secondhand Serenade - It's Not Over

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing game
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOVI~ (3rd feb)

sometimes i really wonder..

i see so many "me" that i've lost track of the real one.

am i the crazy girl who nv ate her medicine?
am i the stressful girl who nv had enough time?
am i the bad-tempered girl who doesnt like talking?
am i the happy-go-lucky girl who nv stopped smiling?
am i the 'heck' girl who doesnt give a shit abt everything?
am i the blur girl who keeps dreaming and go "huh?" at everything?
or..
am i the emo girl who lies behind the facade of any of the above?

i dont know.

looking for the inner me;
and most imptly,
the real me.
just came home not long ago! worked a lil ltr tonight.. and cs got late-night shopping! wahahahaa~ my FA-VO-RITE. but not that late also la. majority of the shops also closed.. i shopped til abt 1130 before heading home with supper for mummy =)

the best thing is, I FINALLY GOT MY CNY COSTUME! hee. although only got like 2 sets, gd enough la. i kinda regreted though =x hahaa like got sth not worth the price in a rush. LOL. might be going back to do some exchange. wahaas. ps ps =p

okok~ gotta go clear my table and then rest alr! sooo tired. die arh. dunno if mon can work =x

imagine..
how gd will it be if only malls in SG open 24/7.
if only..
then i will be able to go shopping when i cant get to slp at night.
=)
im so damn FREAKING tired.
really. damn. FREAKING. TIRED.
that i fell aslp standing on the bus to sch.
HAHAHAHAA~
its so unglam, but i THINK i was slping.
u know, like u just closed ur eyes to rest;
but the next time u open ur eyes,
u felt like u've just slept.
hahaa and i was STANDING!!
omg =x
so ps.
imagine if there was ppl looking at me =/
malu til i die.

wanted to skip uir today.
the plan was so perfect,
but it happened to have this damn wiki presentation.
and i ONLY got to know that it will not be assessed.
next wk will be the blog presentation =.=
which WILL be assessed.
dammit.
cannot run again.
and its the last lesson next wk~
no more leave to clear anyway..
its been 3 WHOLE DAYS since i've seen my beloved sister.
I MISS HER!
the only times i've seen her during these 3 days is when she's slping on the bed.
we've not seen each other eyes (opened)-to-eyes (opened).
HAHAA.

the times when i reached home late at night
(even tonight when i came home once at 11pm), she's aslp alr.
the times when she wakes up to go to sch, im aslp.
the times when i wake up for sch, she's not back yet.
and the times she comes home from sch, im outta the hse alr.

and the cycle goes on and on.
AND SO!
I MISS HER SO~

its funny how we always complain abt seeing and talking to each other EVERYDAY;
that we're getting so tired of each other that we've nth else to say to each other.
its the irony that i'll actually miss not seeing her and talking to her for 3 days.
haa.

its okay. i'll finally have the chance soon. she's going to wake up for sch probably in another 15mins' time. i just finished my UIR proj 15mins ago. yes 6am. which includes all the travelling arnd, the walking abt, the cabbing home, the supper time and the stoning time. LOL. okay im proud of being able to do last minute can. theres this sense of satisfaction la. hahaa wth~

have to reach sch by 8am to meet my proj mates. so i cant slp now! if not ppl will not see me in sch tml =/ endure! another 45mins and i can prepare to go sch! ^^

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taimiao /
jacelyn.
twenty.
capricorn.
attached.


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