• 1:36 AM, Monday, March 31, 2008
surprise visitors again!there was queeny, huiling, sharon.
and a coincidental meeting with ah lai when i was buying food.
i received a msg from someone today.
"hey, you must take lots of care okay? i've been seeing your pale face for like going to half a yr le. as a friend, i will feel worry u know? =.="
*do i really look so awful now?*
"last time you looked so energetic and lovable. but now u look like.. =x pls rest more!"
*blah blah blah*
"pls rest more.. dont stress urself.. dont over-work. keep urself healthy!"
oh my. that kept me thinking..
SO IM NOT ENERGETIC AND LOVABLE NOW?!
haa. i still think i am la =p
but then again, im so touched by the msges.
thanks. i'll rmb u ^^
• 5:01 PM, Thursday, March 27, 2008
blogger is giving me probs now. and i thot it was only me until i changed my link and realised everyone else's blog is not accessible. sianed la. anyway, went clubbing with hl and sharon last night. the same old place but things went the wrong way. hahaa. and it was a damn crazy night. cabbed home almost 3 but poor sharon had to take care of me all the way and made sure i washed up properly before going home herself. loves her to bits. as i said, sisters are forever. so i'll forgive her wrongdoings as long as im capable of. really enjoyed the night. but some ppl ah. can actually say can come, then cant come, then can come again, then cant again =.=theres a pattern that just repeats; even for the end.
• 12:26 AM, Tuesday, March 25, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TONG!finally, im home EARLY today.
met up with sharon after work to hang out.
after so many years that we've missed out on each other,
we both realised the big change in us.
we used to be so close, so fun.
and now, the environment has changed us.
so much that we're no longer the persons that we used to know..
missed her terribly!
and yes chevy, u better meet up with me SOON.
I MISS U TOO LA!
had gin tonic at buo before going for movie at gv.
(like so crazy to take alcohol in the day =.=)
watched step up 2.
that guy in there is seriously cute la. haa.
in a wink, my hols has passed for a mth alr.
and i've not wasted it.
lived everyday to the max!
ANOTHER MTH TO GO~
quick! make appts with me soon! wahaas.
sometimes.. life just has to carry on no matter what.
we're just like pawns on the chessboard.
• 2:04 AM, Monday, March 24, 2008
happy birthday to him*super long since i last updated!
though i was only wking and slacking away,
my life has been very colourful and fulfilling ^^
just to introduce a short video of mariah carey's WITHOUT YOU =D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FQt-h753jHI
pls view it! for fun, laughter, peace and joy =)
its from my dearest, sweetest, friendliest, most impt, one and only, cannot-live-without ALEX !
HAHAA (as requested) =p
• 2:04 AM, Tuesday, March 18, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QUEENY & DICKSON~woo. just reached home not long ago from the cool hangout place with elenda;
huiyi & kenny.
its damn relaxing and cool la.
love it to bits. haa.
and i got to know more abt this cute guy working there =p
yup, the thing is that he's a little too old for me and a little too diff in race.
but ya, no harm making a new friend! haa.
plus theres the benefit of getting free cosmopolitan! lol.
i bet he thinks im interested in him or sth (at least according to elenda)
haa. like we've been there ytd and today?
thats crazy, and he actually thinks we'll go again tml =.=
im having such a headache now alr omg.
too much alcohol i guess..
anyway, finally get to catch THE LEAP YEARS today,
and its damn freaking touching!
almost to tears.
im really glad that i caught it before it was gone forever.
and it was much much better than THE ORPHANAGE,
though it(the orphanage) got better towards the end.
caught it with yuan, jovi & sebast on sat night after my work.
and they walked us home after that..
sebast is still so freaking L-A-M-E la.
but then again, they NEVER fail to make my day =)
• 2:42 AM, Friday, March 14, 2008
ytd, i was amazed that i managed to hold out the call til 7am.tired like hell.
slept for 3hrs and went for work +.+
got off work a little earlier thinking that i can rest at home.
but i ended up going home to improve on my resume and submit my SIP application form.
went out to meet elenda at night.
ended up going to 85 for supper then home.
initially wanted to go bugis with yuan & queeny but,
i just couldnt stand the gruesome sight of piercing,
so i skipped that.
after all, i had work to do.
went for work normally today and left promptly.
last min went to ry's hse and she prepared lunch for me!
lol. its only sandwich and sausage, but its delicious!
haa. ry, u've grown up =p
THANKS FOR THE LUNCH! ^^
then ran some errands before meeting elenda.
went to blue urban oasis~
hoegarden! =D
that guy there is cute. lol
its a cool place to chill. hee
shall visit it more frequently!
probably tml too. haa.
on my way home, sophia sent me this sms asking me to stop walking and stay where i was.
i thought she was somewhere behind me and needed me to walk with her.
so i literally stopped where i was and kept looking behind me =/
god knows,
she told me she was on the bus when she saw me at the traffic light =.=
crap. i felt so idiotic .. ..
went out again to serene's void deck with yuan.
she passed my sis her hand-made cookies and a cake.
so sweet of her la!
heres the pic.
soon, alan came home and we asked him to join us.
went to mr prata to la kopi.
and this very interesting incident took place.
we each ordered a drink.
but dunno why, i always suay suay tio sth different from the rest.
my cup of teh-c was accompanied with this super dirty teaspoon with black stains on it.
its not like its old or wad k.
its DIRTY. the whole face.
so i was pissed and wanted to ask for an exchange,
despite yuan asking me to just wipe it off.
so i beckon for the man to come to our table.
i showed him the teaspoon and told him it was dirty.
he stared at it for a second too long that sends me the message that he didnt think there was anything wrong with it.
i asked if he could change it for me.
he was abt to walk away with just the spoon but i said:
"the spoon is dirty, means the drink is also dirty."
this idiot can still ask me: "u want to change?"
*pissed*
like DUH?!?!?
"ya, can u? thanks."
he looks so reluctant to do it but still took it away.
BUT, he brought it to the counter and showed his colleague the spoon and talked and discussed and kept peering over at our table.
*damn pissed*
like come on?! its only a $1 cup of teh-c leh!
have to be so stingy meh.
its a fact that the spoon is dirty wad.
anyway he came back with this cup accompanied with a PLASTIC SPOON.
*dammit*
that was obviously to spite me la.
im super super super pissed alr.
decided to not drink it.
(im also worried they nv change it, or perhaps they added "extra" ingredient to it)
so yup, being me, i chose to get back the silent way =)
we added ashes and saliva and phlegm to the teh-c in return ^^
wanted to add a cigg butt too,
but my sis thought that was too bastard. lol
after that, faster zhao lang. hahaa
that was fun.
• 2:49 AM, Wednesday, March 12, 2008
firstly, i apologise to ppl who came and found no updates on my blog.secondly, i apologise for not having to mood to post up pics.
shall do it probably in the next few days.
next, i shall move on to update more abt myself! ^^
starting from thu (as far as i can rmb things),
i cancelled my pedicure+manicure appointment for fri.
connie got angry and called to rant and stopped talking to me.
that continued til today when she informed that she'll no longer work on wkdays, only on sat.
fine. thats cool. i dont have to tolerate seeing her on wkdays at least.
but then again, things got out of hand due to misunderstandings.
i just didnt like explaining. she can be angry for all she like.
ive always tried to keep a low profile and refrain from conflicts ever since i came to montip.
but it seems like some things just cannot be avoided.
on fri,
i went to sch for the SIP talk & was super impressed by the min. salary offered.
i think its so damn cool to be in this course after all.
lol. so, die die also cannot get in-hse! wahahahaa~
it was also the release of A levels results.
both my friends didnt do quite well..
went to meet hw after that and ate a tub of ice cream & a pack of ruffles tgt =/
that caused my loss of appetite the following day. (partially due to connie too)
adr came to take over the job of taking care of hw,
so i left for inter at 11pm to meet hy & pb
chatted til late before walking home..
*nth worth mentioning on sat & sun* (i guess)
ytd was mon.
mon was ytd.
work at normal time and knocked off a lil ltr cox jeslin was there.
chionged home to change and stuff and queeny came over to wait for my dua bai sister.
we then headed out tgt.
us to vivo and yuan to town.
it was damn ps when queeny and i took the wrong train TWICE.
overshot outram and reached redhill (2 stops away) =/
so we had to take back and sadly again,
went to the wrong side of outram and reached chinatown =.=
so we had to alight and take the opposite one back again.
damn. suay. and super malu.
machiam 2 blind & blur persons going out tgt. lol
by the time we reached vivo, it was 6.30 alr =)
super fantastic.
walked arnd with that 9cm heels (i HAD to cox queeny is so super tall =.=)
and my feets hurting like hell,
i only bought a bangle. cool.
ended the day with meeting (coincidentally) meeting chevy at inter mac & waiting for the 2 yuans before going home.
*my feets felt like heaven when i finally got to rest on my bed*
queeny, know that ure such a lucky girl - i turned down my cousin, hy, hw just to go out with u. but i felt really guilty towards hy & hw. sorry! i promise i'll make it up!
today is tue, tue is today.
work dragged a lil later due to the absence of a staff.
and this should be happening more frequently during this hols.
got off at 3.30 and went to meet sharon.
long since ive met her, and she looks really moody.
poor girl.
chevy came soon after and we left for nafa without sharon.
spent super alot of money today.
but luckily can claim most of them =p
yea, thats all.
and ya, i got home super early today! ^^
like at abt 10+pm.
hehs. alright, im going to make a super impt call before going to bed.
anyway, tataa`
• 10:22 PM, Thursday, March 6, 2008
i witnessed sth downright dirty and disturbing today.it happened after my facial session.
scene: on a bus
there was this malay man, probably in his 50s, with a big belly.
he was standing right beside a lady (in her 40s) sitting down.
that man, moved with the swayings and bumpings of the bus;
and kept knocking his abdomen area (in fact the area below his abdomen) against that lady's arm.
qns: how did i know that the man was doing it on purpose?
ans: that man kept looking down when he was knocking that lady!
and i could tell that the lady was SUPER uncomfortable with that.
qns: how?
ans: she "tsk" and stared at that man repeatedly, irritated. also, she positioned her face in the opposite direction from where that man was standing.
now, im really disgusted with that. i was sitting right behind that lady and saw everything clearly. i wished that lady would just leave her seat and move away from that man. but she didnt. anyway, the point is, i would if i were in her place.
oh btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIANWEI! =D
• 2:31 AM, Tuesday, March 4, 2008
i dont understand why is it that we have to do things to make ppl happy.especially when ure even not happy urself.
i hate it when im asked to do things i dont like to.
i hate it when i have to abide by crap.
i dont see why i have to stand in ppl's shoes when im not being understood.
i dont understand why my problems all come tgt.
im going to settle it asap.
i want my peaceful life.
my peaceful and seems-happy life.
at least i'll feel happier.
oh btw, its ah beng's bday alr.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH BENG~
going for bbq tml.
with the chicken wings marinated by a problem.
• 1:48 AM, Monday, March 3, 2008
hospitalised alex.
i realised how much a failure of a friend i was.i didnt know when my friend
went through an op;
was hospitalised;
and bed-ridden.
only til the current stage of home-grounded,
that i've realised how much i've missed out.
and its definitely not just any simple op.
its a major one that involved meddling with the lungs!
OMG.
friend, im sorry that i wasnt concerned enough to ask abt u.
it really made me felt useless.
but i hope u'll be fine.
thats the most impt thing.
i promise i'll visit u latest by next wk!
i cant cook, but i can da bao =D
promise to take care of urself!
even if u dont,
just eat ur meals at THE RIGHT TIME;
meals = 3 HEALTHY meals a day
eat ur prescribed medicine (if there is) regularly;
regularly = instructed time (before/after meals)
last but not least,
AMPLE REST!
ample rest = rest whenever ure tired and NO MORE owling.
• 3:26 AM, Sunday, March 2, 2008
最熟悉的陌生人
最熟悉的陌生人 - 萧亚轩还记得吗
窗外那被月光染亮的海洋
你还记得吗
是爱让彼此把夜点亮
为何后来我们用沉默取代依赖
曾经朗朗星空
渐渐阴霾
心碎离开
转身回到最初荒凉里等待
为了寂寞
是否找个人填心中空白
我们变成了世上
最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦
心碎离开
转身回到最初荒凉里等待
为了寂寞
是否找个人填心中空白
我们变成了世上
最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦
我们变成了世上最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦
• 2:54 AM,
the typical drinking session.but not typical feelings.
ytd proved me wrong since 24th nov o6.so all this while i've been living in self-denial to refrain from myself wallowing in self-pity.the history comes back to me again,urging me to once again take that step in attempt to change my life for the better.the only difference is,im no longer the girl i used to be 2years ago.i've changed,improved,and survived.despite that,theres this bit of me that just wouldnt bulge.i though it was all gone.but the fact proved me wrong.the truth shows that i've only pushed reality away and ignored its presence.or rather, reality is there but i've been running away from it on this long,dark road of loneliness.i've succeeded in fooling myself these 2 years but now,i cant even face myself without a mask.eventually,i can NEVER deny my conscience.ever since my 17th bday,
i've let myself fall into this tunnel of no return.
god,im not exactly a loyal fan of urs,but will u ans me?
and the same question 2years ago came back.
为何只有在夜深人静时
你才会成为我的情人?
一旦天亮
睁开双眼后
我们又再度的变回陌生人了…
if any were to wonder what happened ytd(29th feb o7), its just
the typical drinking session.
but not the typical feelings.
subconsciously,my mind gave me a solution to everything.i wont know if its the best,and i wont be able to change anything if i adopt it.but i hope,that if i need, i can have a lil more bravery like my sister.
like i said,i've changed in these 2 years.even when my mind gave me the same solution back then,the me then could never have done it.however,the me now is a wee bit more couragous :)
