• 2:19 AM, Sunday, December 30, 2007
Inner Thoughts.
over the past 1 wk+ of my holiday, i have been working and slacking and shopping and causing sleeps at 5am and wakes at 3pm.and now, i have piles and piles of work to be done. specifically itpm and sa. but thats enough to drown me. but before i get on to work, i just want to discuss about the intricacies of life. i got this idea from one of my friend's blog. nice friend. the one whom i know will not turn his back on me. cox he knows how that feels.
1. People (not even friends) will not care about YOUR life. What matters to them is only whether the problems you have will affect their life in a negative way. If it does, they will have to do something to stop that (and in the process, help solve your problems) If it doesnt affect them in anyway, no one will bother extending a helping hand - not even lending a listening ear to hear your problems out.
2. People often complain about anyone and everyone in the whole world but themselves. (including me) But i hope im not going overboard.
3. To fair out, here's the complaint about myself. Here goes: She tends to keep working and working and hanging out with Elenda or her sister to smoke and slack instead of going home to do her project. I cant understand the kind of life she's leading and making herself losing sleep over nothing and then keep complaining she's tired. Best of all, everything about her is LAST MINUTE - from work to studies to exams to projects.
4. To make myself feel a little better after demoralizing myself, here's the excuse: im so tired each time after work. i slacked out because i didnt like being home. i smoke because there's nothing pretty much to do outside at that time and smoking helps kill time and keep my mind off things. Alcohol too, but it's expensive. i can only afford for free flows on ladies' nights. i dont know where all my time goes to, but i just turned out sleeping late. And lastly, i ENJOY the thrill of being last minute =)
BYE GUYS. CYA~
