emo;licious

2009-06-06T14:23:00.000-07:00

i was quite surprised when i visited my blog today.

i realised i havent been coming since the time i blogged =x

and btw ppl, my laptop died in a mini famine one fine sunday morning when i woke up. there goes. it nv opened up and looked at me anymore. nv speak up anymore. no more.

and, im slowing counting down to the days my loved one is gonna be away from me for 2 whole weeks.

i'll c-r-y.

bebe.

2009-05-08T18:39:00.000-07:00

TALK OF THE DAY : IS BEBE CUTE?

if your answer is a definite NO, look down.
thats not all.. go on..look at her. there she is on my sis's art portfolio.
she's wearing a cap! oh, no no..

thats an eye mask =)

she's feeling sleepy..

NOW tell me your answer again & gdnite.

2009-04-25T16:13:00.000-07:00

okay ppl! i know i like GREEN, and i know most ppl know that too =)
but is it necessary to cook sth so GREEN?
HAHAHAAS.
its SAGO. green and white.
however, it turns out to be quite uncooked =x

and then, i get reminded of the time my bf brought me to CRYSTAL JADE LA MIAN XIAO LONG BAO. since its the first time im there, i randonly ordered this spicy beef noodles that doesnt look as spicy as the others from the menu.

HOWEVER, when my bowl arrives at my table, i got quite a shock. for the benefit of most ppl who wouldnt have coincidentally ordered that before, below is a pic of how it looks.

i SWEAR i almost died from eating that. the soup base looks totally like CHILLI OIL. so when i finally struggled to finish everything, we were the last customers left in the restaurant. the 'auntie' came and clear our table for dessert to be served and asked how wad our meal. its only from her that i found out THAT (my bowl) is the most spicy bowl compared to all others -.-

u can imagine how i was going to die.

thereafter, i felt that my taste buds lost all senses.

and yes, i've been wanting to share abt the box below that was given by my bf =) it contains EVERYTHING i liked to eat. hehs. so sweet of him!

and yea, if anyone reading this now happens to be a fan of my sis's blog, u'll probably find the pic below quite familiar cox it has appeared in her blog before. introducing

BEBE & SUGAR! =)

and from her blog, i got the idea and came out with my own personalized version of

BEBE & NIUNIU! =D

2009-04-25T01:46:00.000-07:00

im not too sure abt how i shld feel.
sad that he's gonna be away from me most of the time?
or worried that things might change while he's inside?
or happy that he's gonna turn from a boy into a man?

gosh.

i dunno. i dont quite like the idea.

2009-04-24T18:45:00.000-07:00

i swear im gonna miss my boy =(
he just received the letter from MINDEF.

HE IS GOING TO LEAVE ME VERY SOON ='(

i dont like the idea, at all.

isnt he cute? i love that way he looks! heh.

2009-04-18T21:30:00.000-07:00

hello! im back again. hehs. finally got to satisfy my SEOUL GARDEN craving! LOL. been thinking abt it for SUPER LONG i swear. so, we started with that amount of food.

look at how dear is cooking for me!

while im cam-whoring =p

and.. he ran out halfway to get beard papa for me. hehs.no no.. we shopped at muji tgt before dining at seoul garden. he didnt run out to buy as well.

oh yea. we WIPED OUT everything.

even for the dessert, we took a total of 7 scoops of ice cream!

so after dinner, all the shops at bugis have closed for the day =x

bused home and saw (below)
"USE HAMMER TO BREAK WINDOW GLASS"

i know some ppl wont be able to get the joke. forget it. u just happen to have lower EQ. its okay, life still goes on =)

choco pie.

2009-04-18T14:27:00.000-07:00

just a few days back like sometime last wk, i woke up seeing this (the picture below) on my desk.

and its that. yea. so sweet of her! ^^ yea yummy. i finished it! hehs.

tampines 1

2009-04-09T12:53:00.000-07:00

hi ppl! been to TAMPINES 1 alr?! its SUPER CROWDED la. i swear. hahaa. anyways, surprised that so many shops are opened alr. hmm so there's my f-a-vourite thai express, coffee club, auntie annie's! hee. im sure im going to go often! but i promise, it gotta be AFTER the crowd dies down.

yuan & stella came and find me! such a coincidence that they were going there as well. and then.. saw serene who changed a lot! hahaa probrably cox of her hair that makes her look so diff. hmm then after yuan & stella went off for bugis, we went to have auntie annie's and thai express! =) and guess wad?
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met chevy and her bf queueing for thai express too! lol. its so so so coincidental!! i bet everyone just wanna catch tamp1 at its opening. hahaa. anyways, gd 1st experience =)

p.s. i miss joyce!

the first day at work.

2009-04-07T21:19:00.000-07:00

alright ppl! i know u guys must be dying to find out wad happened to me on day 1. well, in general, i was quite bored. i believe its cox everyone is so busy with their own work that no one has time to guide me along. i was 'attached' to Chelsea - whose position is to be covered by me. she's a real soft-spoken girl with straight short hair and freckles.

basically, my job is to receive orders from customers, check for stock and process order to ensure delivery. doesnt sound like an admin assistant isnt it? i was quite surprised too. but anyway, shall just try out for now.

but er-hem, the colleagues there are quite anti-social, always in a world of their own =x i reckon they must have a lot to say abt me since whatever i mentioned to A, B will know after i turned my back against them - and i SWEAR, its sth totally unrelated to work. sth like, for eg. i have a bro and sis. NO LINK!

at the end of the day: office gossipers. FO.

i miss u =(

gel-are

2009-04-06T17:19:00.000-07:00

okay ppl, i'll blog cox i've got news to share. rmb the interview i mentioned? i've decided to give it a shot since they're willing to higher my salary. hee. right. im going to start work TOMORROW. and yes, the place is super duper near dear's hse! the only sad thing is, i still havent got to fulfil my craving for seoul garden buffet and i wont get my chance in the near future! arghh. nvm. im going for sakura buffet tonight - someone's treat. hehs. COOL! so gonna eat my fill! wahahahahhaas~

anyways, just to make myself happier, i've just satisfied my craving for gelare! hee.

YUMMYLICIOUS!

alright. another thing is abt MOVIES. yes HOTEL FOR DOGS! i think its f-a-b-ulous. the kids are so creative!

i finished watching HOTEL FOR DOGS and CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC in 2 consecutice days. all i can say is, GREAT GREAT GREAT! wahaas. i usually dont regret watching a movie unless its a REAL BORE. u know, like THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW =x

okay next up, im going to catch 17 AGAIN =)

SG Flyer.

2009-04-03T19:44:00.000-07:00

Below shows a ferris wheel from a bus. It is a very b-e-a-u-tiful sight.
i promised this will come, and here it is =)

well ppl, just to update a little abt my life. haa! have been attempting to look for jobs this whole week, i would say. but hehs, wkends are the time when i can only rely on my dear and go out! hee. so just ytd, i went for my first interview at this super ulu place =x its of a walkable distance from dear's hse, surprisingly. so, it was a long walk in and the place is practically - not a soul in sight. gosh. i swear my heart skipped a beat. but yea, the office was rather packed with ppl. haa!

i guess i kind of scraped past the interview successfully, hopefully the salary was not communicated clearly. anyways, i decided to give up on that position after some thinking. after all, there's always things to consider before taking up a job i.e. where? what? $?
so.. i guess i'll give myself more time! esp when its not a part time job anymore. its going to be a job/jobs that i'll call "做到老，做到死" =x yes thats my usual line. lol.

2009-03-31T13:14:00.000-07:00

dear friends,

most of u must be wondering wad im doing now. for the past wk, i went back to IPP for part time and to clear outstanding work on hand. the sad thing is, once im done, im out. precisely because, i do not want to get involved in immediate generation of clientele database. (joyce must have felt disappointed that she didnt get to see me on monday!) do u? hahaa. anyways, i think it might be a better thing now that i have the time for my job search! hehs. alright, i gonna start alr. will update again soon! (if not my blog will probably rot like how joyce is peeling =x) lol

yours faithfully,
jacelyn neo

suay-day.

2009-03-06T10:08:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIANWEI! =)

i set my alarm at 7.05, my bf called at 7.20. i ended up waking up at 8am.

i prepared and dashed out of the hse at 8.20 and reached office at 9.20 =x

to make things worse, im still suffering from a duper lack of slp and feeling stony at work now. not that i dont have anything to do, but i just dont want to get started. i know myself - when i do, i cant stop. arghh.

should i mj tonight?

im REALLY envious of joyce's HAIR! (pronounced as heh)

2009-03-04T14:00:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH BENG!

hello!! im bored. hehs. realise that im always bored on weekday afternoons around this time =) thats why i can blog! hee. joyce abandoned me and moved in with siew yin to disturb her studying. oops. okay i just finished doing ad-hoc stuff for my mini boss. (sister of my boss) haa!

oh, have i announced that mr chow has COMPLETED his SIP? gosh. im so envious that he can slp all the way until the sun shines on his butt and still continue slping with his head under his covers. he can wake up anytime he wants to and do whatever (usually nth =x) he wants to after he wakes up.

okay, im going into the bosses' room to slack. hehs.

2009-03-03T14:06:00.000-08:00

HELLO PEEPS! hehs. i went for movie last night right after work at PS and skipped my dinner for that. watched MARLEY & ME =) i would say that the movie totally rocks. the dog is cute, makes the whole movie hilarious and most imptly, gave me a new insight about certain things. the only bad thing is, i teared like nobody's business and came out of the theatre red-eyed, red-nosed and pink-faced. im sure dog lovers would LOVEEE it. and cry like crazy. hahaa!

not sure if others will think the way i do, but i think that the movie shows me sth even more than just the demise of Marley. it also shows how a loving couple get married and move through all stages of their marriage and lives. i was moved by how much commitment they can give each other and also the encouragement and support, esp from Jennifer Aniston to Owen Wilson. along a marriage when the kids come along, that is definitely the most challenging part of a relationship.

when all else fail.

2009-02-26T13:52:00.000-08:00

one night, she slept late due to mahjong and decided to set alarms on all 3 handphones so that she would be awaken by the noise and make it out of the house at 7am. anyway her bf will call her at 6.10am. anyway she has her sister who will wake up at 6.30. anyway her sister's friend k will call her sister to ensure that her sister is up.

the next morning, she was awaken by the first alarm at 6am. off.

6.05am. off.

6.10am. nvm, her bf will call. off.

6.15am, 6.20am, 6.30am, 6.40am, 6.45am. she got so fed up with the noise that she off everything without looking.

7am. JUMPED UP. and see no miss calls from her bf on her handphones. and see her sister still slping. woke her sis up, and no miss calls from her friend k.
gosh.
that was very terrible. she knew she couldnt make it to leave the house even by 7.15am latest after bathing. thats it. mrt~

moral of the story: mahjong on alternate nights instead of 5 nights straight.

exactly 1mth after ms huiwen's bday =)

2009-02-25T14:39:00.000-08:00

STARRING (from left): mr chow, me, ms huiwen, mr adr
SETTING: New York New York @ Citylink

okay lets start with a pic of me =x
hehs. and below is a great picture that contains explicit material that is fantastically taken by
ms neo. yes its me =)and then us, the long-lost friend.

us again =)

no no, that not us;

and now to sth more interesting..

me: "NO NO NO, CANNOT LA!! im shy!"

ms huiwen: "can la, lai lai comeeee........."
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me: "okay enough. im really shy liao"

i have a straight partner k. yes thats my bf.

and so does ms huiwen. (okay la they're not a couple okay? =x)

introducing ms huiwen with mr adr and my hand in the background!

its me again ^^

congratulations for achieving the BEST ACTRESSES' AWARD =)

thats a grp pic again.

(obviously a failed one cox ms huiwen only snapped half of my face and still dare to say im short!)

seemingly better but i covered mr chow's face when i tip my toe =x

this is mr chow's work. all faces in wholely but wrong angle.

finally! best shot after so many NG.

GOODBYE HUG. i'll miss u!

clairvoyance.

2009-02-23T15:27:00.000-08:00

Hyde says:
i lost my clairvoyance already
Hyde says:
i'm jus like any other person on earth

its kind of random but, i learnt a new word today - clairvoyance.

he wouldnt tell me wad it means so i had to yahoo it. but i'll share with ppl who wanna learn! hahaa.

American Heritage® Dictionary
clair·voy·ance (klâr-voins)
KEY NOUN:
1. The supposed power to see objects or events that cannot be perceived by the senses.
2. Acute intuitive insight or perceptiveness.

COOL. get it now? =)

infrared.

2009-02-23T10:52:00.000-08:00

i got cheated. i thought i could upload pics using my boss's laptop. who knows, its not working as well -.- in fact, i doubt he ever used it. cant blame la. his lousy laptop only got lousy msn WINDOWS messenger =x oops. okay im complaining. its really lousy can? hehs.

im still waiting for my great savior to send me my bluetooth! arghh. poor me dont even have a hp cable, so i can only depend on the bt! ahhhhhhhh. okay im bored at work. hee. my boss finally came back after a week of reservist so he was so eager to settle things. little did he know that with me around, everything impt have been held in control =)

moral of the story: i need my bluetooth!

xiao mu zhu.

2009-02-21T10:35:00.000-08:00

this is a bonus for my readers since i havent updated in a long, long time.

i dont even have to wait til sat night. hor edwin? kns de super last minute -.- luckily i was near my hse when he was like reaching my hse in 5 mins. anyways, played mj with them using the MINI TILES in my room. set up another table and on aircon. woohoos! hee. its so damn torturing playing using that MINI TILES. end up, we havent even finish 1 round jiu sian liao =x i swear i was super unglam when i just fell aslp on my bed when they were still clearing up my room.

anyways, plan changed! no bowling today due to exhaustion. gonna just go pay S.H.E a visit =) wonder if i'll also see frantics like socks or meiqin and xiaoting there! hahaa.

random =p

2009-02-12T23:48:00.001-08:00

okay.

i know i havent updated for REALLY longgg. and im really guilty of that. but hey, friends who know Mr Chow, go check out his blog and the last time he blogged before talking to me. lol.

For friends who dont know Mr Chow, he is my super 24siao bf =D

For ppl who are not friends, kindly leave the page by clicking the little x on the top right hand corner =) hee.

okay la im just kidding.

i just dont like people whom i dunno who is reading. (at least if ure my sis's friend and theres this slim chance that i'll know u, its okay.)

then again,
its ur choice.

gosh.

i think im so used to typing at work i.e sending emails to professionals and clients that i tend to type more formally now. aiya. i know some ppl cant tell, but nvm. heh.

finally just completed my SIP report and submitted. was damn last minute.

just ytd, went for bowling with IPP colleagues and interns at SAFRA tamp. my conclusion is:

my skills have improved. HAHAA!

played 3 sets and my right hand is acheing like mad now =x and i swear im damn tired now after playing mj til 1.30am last night -.- as a result, was late for work for almost 30mins this morning. gosh.

but still, should be still going bowling tml if nth goes wrong! =)

and yea, perhaps mj tml night too. LOL! obsessed with mj nowadays la!

2009-01-07T10:51:00.000-08:00

im feeling boredddddddddddd.

yea.

that explains why im blogging at work when im so not supposed to be.

im damn tired.

im not happy, i think.

i dont feel like celebrating my birthday. at all.

2008-12-25T22:33:00.000-08:00

M E R R Y C H R I S T M A S

E V E R Y O N E !!!

to me,

this is just another holiday when i dont have to go to work,

where i can go drinking with ppl,

when i can spend time with my loved ones,

which is a very enjoyable thing to do.

there was half day off at office ytd,

but i still had to rush things out,

and run down to INDIA INSURANCE

for work matters.

damn,

that place is damn ulu and full of indians =x

and finally, i got to meet huiyi! hahaa.

had my fave kenny rogers at MS. hee.

the best part is when i meet my sis & company for drinks at night.

had quite a memorable christmas eve there,

at least i know i'll probably avoid drinking at social events.

hahaa!

2008-12-16T15:29:00.000-08:00

I AM SO PISSED ABT WORK NOW.

I HOPE I CAN JUST QUIT THIS JOB, QUIT MY LIFE.

I HATE HOW I AM NOW, YET I FEEL SO HELPLESS ABT IT.

i am fucking sick and tired of facing people i have to face everyday despite having the urge to stab them a thousand times so that they cannot talk anymore yet not having the courage and heart to.

i just want to run away.

2008-12-13T15:25:00.000-08:00

i feel so weird.

it feels like everything around me have changed.

my family, my friends, my environment etc.

have they really changed?

or was it my way of looking at things?

i miss carol & chevy!

2008-12-12T00:22:00.000-08:00

HI PEEPS!

im a happy girl now =)

wahaas.

my baby laptop is BACK!!
credits to gary. hee.

2008-12-10T13:45:00.000-08:00

today is a boring day at work - without joyce and without training -.-

especially now after a heavy lunch at psa, im feeling so bloated and sleepy. oh my. save me!

as quoted from joyce: "your seat is the sleeping seat!"

yes, and i can feel it coming.

myy eyeelidss are closssinggggg........... zzzzZ

2008-12-03T20:39:00.000-08:00

omg.

im so sad.

how can i ever survive without u?!

hais.

im so sian -.-

why?

because my washing machine is DOWN.

how do i wash my clothes?!?!?!?!? -.-

picnic & cycling session at east coast park on another working day.

2008-12-03T16:35:00.000-08:00

okay i realised that i forgot to blog abt IPP's 2nd mth's outing! =x wahaas. well it was on 14nov, fri. we went cycling at east coast park! met there at 10am for picnic. hehs. mostly sponsored by ahmad's mum =) nasi lemak and drinks. i bought chips and cookies, joyce brought fruits, dickson brought home-made yummy yummy sandwiches!

so after breakfast, we started cycling for 1.5hrs. ahmad and koklip shared a double-cyclist bike - u know, those kind that is longer and carries 2 passengers, front and back? it was damn hilarious and their chains keep coming off. poor guys. i think they spend more time fixing it than cycling. hahaa. eventually, james emerged winner but came back last (he went cycling to the other end of the park when everyone else gave up and went to the aircon-filled macdonalds). in general, that was a fun time because i finally got to cycle! hee.

im so looking forward to the next outing - a bbq cum wine-tasting session at dickson's hse on a thu night and permission to mia on friday! =D

this is the best thing abt being at IPP. wahaa!

2008-11-29T19:15:00.000-08:00

as of today, i am finally saturaday-free! hee. so damn happy seh. i no longer have to sacrifice my saturday or even half a saturday for work! hahaa.

another thing is, I JUST HAD MY HAIR CHOPPED. hahaa. looks damn short now. but at least, i've finally done sth that i've always wanted to do ever since thousands of years ago! lol. for next sat, most probably i'll be going for a facial and to spend time shopping with mummy! hehs. im so excited now.

and yea, im going for POPEYES now! LOL. joyce is gonna be tempted! oops. im sorry. hehs. bye!

2008-11-01T10:55:00.000-07:00

i had a gd night's slp ytd. hee. like finally!

and i'll be going out soon..

i guess i have been spending so much time at work that i havent been having a social life lately.

its abt time to meet out with soon with some peeps uh. (prepare to come out!!)

perhaps i'll share some things i've learnt abt in ipp.

cold call senario 1:
me: gd morning name, this is jacelyn calling from ipp. my purpose of this call today is to invite you to a meeting with us, so that we can share with you the financial services we provide.

her: oh. errr.. i cannot bear risks ah. i am very old. i cannot.

me: oh, its ok name. ipp has a comprehensive suite of financial services that im sure there are sth that may cater to your needs.

her: dont need la. i do my own investments. thanks. (hung up)

like WTH?! hahaa. cannot bear risks still can invest? -.-

cold call senario 2:
me: gd morning name, this is jacelyn calling from ipp. my purpose of this call today is to invite you to a meeting with us, so that we can share with you the financial services we provide.

her: do u know how bad the mkt is now? ppl are losing all their life savings u know?! its their hard-earned money! but ppl from the banks tell them its safe.. its guaranteed.. (blah blah blah)

me: well name, we are neither a bank or insurance company. in fact, we work with them to provide our clients with a one-stop solution. we are the largest independent financial advisory firm in singapore.

her: now the largest also can collapse la! and im scared of banks now. i dont trust banks!

me: oh name, u sound quite bad. were u affected by the mkt condition now?

her: no. i thank god that i didnt buy anything. its better to keep money with myself. im not greedy. its gd enough that i have enough money to spend.

me: well its a personal preference. if u like it that way, i cant force u too. but my job is to introduce u abt wad we have and wad we do to help our clients. of cox, if u still insist that its gd to keep money with urself, fine. thanks for ur time anyway. bye.

after this, i realised there are just some ppl like that, where they get very defensive when they see certain news etc. although they are not at all affected abt it.

ppl who have lost money in investments are only telling me "it is not the time now. i have been losing money in the market. no funds now."

thats the irony of life. hahaa!

anyway, i've learnt a lot abt the market from the trainings conducted by the supervisors. its really interesting to watch the market cox no one really know wad will happen.

im not sure if my peers actually know abt the market now as well, but its going really bad. i can see that most investments are going down down down. if i were still in secondary sch like my sis, i reckon i wont be bothered much by it. u will hear everyoe say that times are not gd now but since it doesnt affect u, u wont really understand how bad it is. u will still get ur allowance daily. hahaa.

okay im gonna prepare to go out alr. my bf is waiting =x bye!

bowling at safra on a working day.

2008-10-14T15:33:00.000-07:00

its a gd day today! as in, well, interns at IPP gets half day off! in fact, one whole day la. hahaa. we met up at 10am at tamp safra for bowling and had lunch tgt at this coffeeshop called TECHNO, according to them. after that, its home sweet home! somemore joyce's supervisor dropped us off! haa. cool.

i bet all other interns at other companies esp banks must be real envious of us. low pay but its flexible. hahaa. im being positive. but, i get damn B-O-R-E-D after that. i realised i dont have anything to do. i need to do sth abt my hair but i so dont wish to pump in the $$ for it. LOL. yea im stingy when it comes to hair! argghhh. joyce is having fun at town while im here blogging =.=

i have a few choices now:

1) stay home and slp.
2) go out and slack.
3) pump in the $$ to go make my hair.
4) join my sister for her friend's bbq.

*for all the above, it all ends with meeting my bf at night after his work.

alright, so which?!

hmm. hmm.. hmm...

okay. i think i'll probably opt for option 3 or 4. well well if i choose 4, my bf doesnt wanna meet me! =x argghhhhh!!! okay. im going to go out of the hse first. gonna prepare. bye! thanks for reading my inner thoughs. HAHAA. okay im boreddd.

-gone-

2008-10-04T09:07:00.000-07:00

i fell sick ytd. started with sore throat in the afternoon at work then headache otw home. upon reaching home, ran slight fever. i slept at like 10pm and woke up at 9am. hahaa. thats quite a miracle. but thank god it subsided by this morning le. the thing is, flu came and i saw my friend again - the phlegm with blood =x ppl if u rmb that pic i posted by last time. yea. that gross pic. haa. k thats it. im going to do sth else. bye!

Attachment at IPP Financial Advisers

2008-09-30T17:28:00.000-07:00

im here to revive my blog! muahahahaa~

processing..

RESURRECTED.

hee hee.

im so sorry readers, for this superrr lag update.

today is alr the 30th of sep.
i have started my attachment at IPP for exactly half a mth alr.
hmm. wad can i say?

its erm, boring initially..
then i started getting busy..
im mostly occupied throughout the day.. ..

after getting up at 7am and work 9am-6pm for 5 days,
the most u can do is to have dinner and go straight home.
for the past 2 weeks of weekends,
its still work at montip for me.
full shifts somemore.
but its the end by now.
i no longer work full shifts for both days.
so friends, catch me there at ur own luck! hahaa.

basically for today, i have the time to blog all thanks to ahmad.
haa. due to hari raya puasa tml, we were given HALF DAY LEAVE!
cool uh. leaving the company with our bags at 12noon. hehs.
of cox i had to take this chance to come home,
be a gd girl and finish up on my unfinished work at home.
and that includes resurrecting my blog.

okay i hope this post is enough to satisfy my readers' hungerrr,
esp BAOBAO.
i need to give some time to other things as well.
shall try to update more regularly, i promise!
till then, take care.

2008-08-27T15:17:00.000-07:00

one fine day on my way home, i saw this cute little monkey on a tree. there's 2 policemen and a grp of AVA officers.

if u can see it.

and yea, im lucky enough to hop on this bus with free rides.
its great eastern's 100th bday! haa.

that my guai le bebe in her beautiful gown. aint she sweet? pretty pretty.

from the top and clockwise: wind wind; bebe; cherry (=

wind wind's new haircut! mohawk. heh hehs.

the 5 dogs im my hse that day - cherry; bebe; wind wind; paris; sasa.

and thats PARIS. she's a westie, but my cousin had her fur all trimmed off =.=

for a gd cause though.

cox she's pregnant.
and this is SASA. sister of CASH & PRECIOUS.

the 5 dogs im my cousin's hse that night - bebe; paris; sasa; cash; precious.
look how PARIS is always being isolated.
look at that alcohol collection! omg. im drooling =x

my lovelies.

2008-08-20T22:23:00.000-07:00

i love both pics. hahaa. both are my dearies la. anyway, im still sick ah. cant take it anymore so went to the doc in the morning. didnt attend the mp meeting as a result.

anyway i wanna tell ppl abt this boy that we met on our anniversary. we met this boy on the bus otw to town. i call him a boy but my dear says he could be even older then us, probably in his 20s. he was forcefully hitting the seat between us to catch our attention until we finally turned. he seemed to be mouthing sth and making some ah-ah-eh-eh sounds. he then took out a piece of paper and showed my dear. it says sth like this:

(his name) is a hyperactive boy and he has a communication problem. pls do not give him any money because he has money. for your own safety, pls do not attempt to chase after him. (address)

another thing abt him is when his money dropped out from his wallet but he didnt know. out of concern, i took it and handed over to him. he anxiously opened his wallet and then took the money from me to keep it. the thing is, he had to try several times to place the 2 notes into the cash slot. with each try, he got more anxious and agitated. i could feel the helplessness and pekchekness within him. his actions are so fast and slow. he's fast cox he's anxious but it seems like its not helping. i just its due to his hyperactivity that he cant really sit still on the bus. poor boy. i can still rmb his looks vividly in my mind now.

i was so stunned yet full of sympathy towards him. but his stop is much further then ours. i so wanted to bring him to his destination before carrying on with our date. but sadly, its so impossible. so, we wanted to bring him to the lower deck so that the bus driver can take care of him and most imptly, get him to alight at where he is supposed to. but to my dismay, he is reluctant to follow us to the lower deck when we kept trying to ask him to go down. sadly, we could only alight without him and leave him in the lurch.

i looked up at the bus after i alighted and there he is, peering over the transparent glass/plastic pane of the bus from the upper deck. awwww.. i feel so bad =(

friends, pls help the needy ppl around us okay. be a kind soul.

2008-08-15T17:28:00.000-07:00

alright.. i know its been v long since i blogged. okay and i know my posts are all separated by at least a wk =x well but at least i've been blogging more regularly than my dear right. lol. okay firstly, i'll talk abt the celebration of huiying's bday! we ate at ms seoul garden. aiya, all details can be found on xiuwen's blog la. lol. i'll just upload some pics i have on my hp =)

met linda at seoul garden ^^ long since!

thats the bday girl! =)
thats my ex laopo.
thats my current laopo =p
bday girl and sockie teo! with the kum gong dear sitting behind and tou kan us. XD
pic of the whole big grp! =D

and yea, i saw ian when when we were heading home! hahaa. super long since. lol.

another thing is, im sick again le =( it started with sore throat when i was working; then the headache came; followed by the fever; the muscle aches.

my sis say i will die. will i die? i dont want to die. im still so young..

so i took some pills and cold tea introduced by the man from the madical hall. and i ended up waking up abt 3-5times all in the middle of the night from slping at 11pm til 11am. so tired la. and aching all over. but the gd thing is, im feeling much better now le. fever somehow subsided, and my throat feels much better than ytd.

2008-08-06T14:30:00.000-07:00

im so sian! finally got to rest today.. just came home from my mp meeting in sch. no wk, no dates today. haa. and finally i get to do sth productive at home like a maid. sth like staying home and washing clothes. as for the in-between free time, i guess i'll wahjong and TRY to do my mp report. haa. im damn hungryyy now.. .. ..

=.="

FOOD!

2008-08-01T12:13:00.000-07:00

this post is dedicated to my dear girl.
u know who u are.

we have not been contacting since that day.
i used to feel that its okay despite not being in contact all the time.
but this time, im not feeling okay.

have u ever wondered wad caused all this silence and awkwardness?
IF u have ever wondered,
u'll realise its because we CARE for u.
its because we dont want u to get hurt.

rmb that night when i told u "dont come crying to us."
and u replied saying "yea, i wont. i wont go to u even if i cry."

thanks uh.
thats so much for being friends for so many yrs?
thats so worth it just because of ONE guy?
wad is the big fuss abt him that changed us?

we specially went to visit at that time just because we care.
and u think we have nth better to do?

i've expressed wadever i want to,
its up to u to think wadever u want to.

anyway, u've disappointed me.

one last line for u: 好自为之

doggies =)

2008-07-31T01:34:00.000-07:00

i know my blog is rotting, like wad my dear girl keeps harping. so finally, this post is dedicated to dogs again! hahaa.

those above are the BEAUTIFUL pictures we've taken of bebe just one day before we realised that our precious is sick and has to be sent for professional care and treatment. my bro and sis had to take care of everything cox i had to work. thank god they were there! our poor bebe was found puking everywhere and the prolonged laziness and tiredness. so she was sent to a pet hospital that very night.

that our poor bebe! hais. and my bro actually spent $958.60 just in that day, just for bebe. but its all worth it.. we'll share the cost =) luckily she's out after a day inside. if not i dunno how much more we'll have to fork out and how long more she gotta suffer. haiyo. no money dont keep dogs ah =.= im so (so so so so so) broke!

blackie! on top,

my KUAI LE BEBE below. hee.
there she is! LOL

so angelic.

okay cherry, stop biting. ure disgracing urself *oops*

sheesha-ed.

2008-07-21T22:28:00.000-07:00

i cant rmb if this is the first time i blogged abt this person. im feeling damn moodless, damn pissed and totally shagged. i cant find any other words to describe how im feeling now.

arghh. forget it. time will heal it. i just wanna tell a story of my first experience.

thats my sis. and no, its not abt smoking.yea, its abt sheesha-ing.its the sisters.

its the couple =)

*ilu.

2008-07-21T01:45:00.000-07:00

女人必看. 別對男人做的20件事

1.不要經常去試探男人，更不要以分手做為威脅，當你經常給他這種心理暗示，他的潛意識就會做好分手的打算。

2.不要因為男人愛你就無限制的擴張自己的權利，不要干涉他的理想、信仰和追求，不要自以為你比男人看的更遠，他一定有些特質是你所不了解的。

3.不要經常遲到，不要以為男人愛你他就應該有無限的耐心，一個人的耐心是有限度的，耐心消磨完了，就該消磨愛。

4.不要信奉這句話“你愛我，你就應該知道我想什麼”，這完全是一句鬼話，沒有人會完全知道對方想什麼。由於男人沒有及時了解到你的想法，而得出男人不愛你的結論是非常愚蠢的。

5.不要經常叫男人陪你逛街，沒有幾個男人真正的喜歡逛街，強迫的最終結局就是反抗。

6.男人在熱戀時為女孩子做的事情，不要指望他在以後的生活中一直持續下去，聰明的女孩子通常都會打五折。

7.不要因為他是你最親近的人，就可以向他傾訴一切，你的不幸、痛苦、委屈和牢騷都給他，將他做一個出氣口，男人不是廢品收購站，當他確認他無法改變你的時候，他就只有逃離。

8.不要去試圖改變男人，不要想著他會在你的調教下成為你理想中優秀的男人，去適應他比要改變他來的明智。

9.不要對自己的魅力過分自信，沒有幾個男人會永久的承受出爾反爾，沒有幾個男人可以招之即來揮之即去，除非，這個男人愛你別有動機。

10.不要抓住男人的一次錯誤不放，並在每次爭吵時喋喋不休的引用，沒有任何一個男人喜歡這樣的女人。

11.不要用這樣的思路來指導你們的愛情——在男人的言行中尋找他不愛你的證據。男人不能每時每刻將精力放在女人身上，他不可能注意到女人的每次暗示和不快。當你用放大鏡來尋找灰塵的時候，總會找的到，這樣做，只是在指導男人，告訴他如何不愛你。

12.男人在思考的時候，盡量不要打擾他，他有時也需要獨處的快樂，那並不證明他不愛你。

13.男人和你再親密，也不要隨便傷害他的自尊，不論是在別人面前還是獨處，傷害就是傷害，不論他是否愛你。

14.不要為男人過去的感情吃醋，也不要強迫男人告訴你，你比他以前任何一個女友都好，事實就是事實，如果他違心的說你好，他反而會記住另一個事實。

15.不要把自己的男人和別的男人比較，不要說他不如別人浪漫、不如別人體貼，每一個人都是特殊的，愛的方式也不同，經常這樣說會使愛成為一種心理負擔。

16.永遠在男人面前保持一點神秘感，不要將自己的一切都百分之百的袒露給男人，一個人吃的太飽是會厭恨食物的，而不會感激。

17.不要指望用性來獲得男人，這是捕獲男人最不牢靠的方式，因為愛情與肉體無關。

18.愛情是一個磁場，而不是一個繩子，捆著他，不如吸引他。一個繩子會讓男人有掙脫的欲望，而一個磁場卻能給男人自由的假相，和一個永恆的誘惑。

19.不要指望一個男人無條件、像個奴隸一樣的愛上你（那樣的男人也不值得去愛）。你要在愛情中充當一個至高無上的女皇，最終你會發現，你將跌的很慘。

20.請衡量一下，如果你們的愛情是你享受了更多的權利，而對方要盡更多的義務，那你就要試著改變，愛情也適合經濟學的規律，形成互贏的局面才會持久

2008-07-07T14:20:00.000-07:00

its finally my rest day today! but still have to do my lit review and status report. some things just piss me off though. so im feeling especially temperamental and short-tempered. hais. im sorry to some ppl if i've vented my anger on u guys.

below are some pictures of my nephew! HE'S DAMN CUTE.
he has a super BIG HEAD, BIG EYES, LONG EYELASHES (can fight with my dear le. hehs) and LOTS OF BABY FATS!
hee. cute cute cute~ hor HUANG HONG EN?!

my sis just bought new stuff for bebe ytd! and there was a new dress for her too. damn cute la. i'll upload the pics. hehs. LOOK AT THAT!
aint she sweet? =)

2008-07-01T12:14:00.000-07:00

well i finally have the time to blog! though its early in the morning and my bones are feeling HARD and STIFF especially after the napfa test ytd. my muscles are so sour too! hahaa anyway, just to share this pic with u guys! love this. the scenary is super nice right! hahaa my all time favourite building is the one that is on the utmost left.

and the thing is, i REALLY REALLY feel like having this pistol-like lighter! I WANT IT!
26june08

this incident took place on the way ry and i were sending hy home. look at the thing that i've circled. its ry's shoe =) hehs. SHE ACTUALLY KICK HER SHOE FROM WHERE SHE WAS STANDING TO WHERE IT LANDED. LOL. wanna know wad happened?

thats a dead cockroach. yup, she killed it by stepping on it. HAHAHAA! she felt so disgusted that she didnt want her shoe anymore. LOLOL. FUNNY RY! i had to fetch her shoe for her. hahaa. that poor cockroach was alr trying to run for its life when it heard hy and me shouting. but RY, in an attempt to avoid stepping on it, kept shuffling her feet repeatedly that she ACCIDENTALLY stepped on that poor cockroach which was trying to run for its life. hahaa. taadaa. then its dead. OMG LOOK AT THE JUICE AROUND IT! =x
oh yea, i wanna introduce this cute darling to me friends! her name is BABY =) belongs to joanne and came to our hse for a stay cox her owner went travelling. BUT, as of last night, she belongs to us le! yuan finally sucessfully persuaded joanne to allow us to keep BABY. anyway, we decided to change her name to BEBE ^^ look at how innocent she looks!

and cute! ^^

and look at how she slps between my 2 legs! hahahaa. she behaves exactly like CHERRY =)
thats the hairdo kiki helped my made at work. nice right?! thats how it looks from the left.
from the right.
and from the back.

nice huh?! =D

2008-07-01T00:31:00.000-07:00

im so tired to blog! but shall just share this joke with u ppl! just to beat my sister to it. hehs enjoy! ^^

有一戶潘姓人家，長輩過世。家祭時，請來了一位鄉音很重的老先生來當司儀。

訃聞是這麼寫的：　
　
孝　男：潘根科　　
孝　媳：池氏　　
孝孫女：潘良慈　　
孝　孫：潘道時

但這位老先生老眼昏花又發音不標準。當他照著訃聞唱名時，凡是字面上有三點水的或左邊部首都漏掉沒看到。於是就給他念成這樣子：「孝男，翻……跟……斗……」

孝男一聽，直覺得很奇怪，但又不敢問，於是就翻了一個跟斗。

接著又說：「孝媳，也……是……」孝媳一聽：「我也要翻啊？」於是孝媳也翻了一個跟斗。

再來：「孝孫女，翻兩次。」孝孫女一聽，想想爸媽都翻了，我也翻吧！於是就翻了兩個跟斗。

此時孝孫心想：「老爸、老媽都各翻一次，姐姐也翻兩次，那麼我要翻幾次？」心裡想著想著就開始緊張了：「怎麼辦？」

只見老先生扯開喉嚨，大聲念出：「孝孫……翻……到……死……」

LOL!! hope u ppl like it! i laughed until peng too =D

2008-06-25T20:46:00.000-07:00

for the first time in 8yrs, i spent the night talking to my girls. it was a great night la! with those cupcakes, drinks, heart-to-heart talks, confessions and discussions abt others. hehs. reached hy's hse by 12am and talked all the way til 5+am and falling aslp after that =x woke up at 6am to walk out for mac breakfast. reached home at 7+am and fell aslp at 8am. woke up at 11am for lessons =.= that was wonderful. a total test of my endurance. went to sch for only 2 hrs!

anyway, having a proj meeting tml. hais. i feel so away from my mp. so lost and nth done.

2008-06-18T21:20:00.000-07:00

today is a bad day for me i guess. nth seems to go right. firstly, i bought the wrong food for my colleague so i ended up buying an extra set. luckily there was dear to eat it. then on my way home, i waited super long for bus 18. when it FINALLY came, i boarded and zoomed straight to the last row and fell aslp shortly after. the last time i rmbed opening my eyes was like 3 bus stops before my hse. and the next time i did, the bus was turning into the interchange -.- i was damn sian by then la. and i realised it had started raining. waited for bus 18/38 but i couldnt squeeze onto it when it came. pek chek la. decided to wait for bus 8/81 instead but when i went over, i just missed one. wait and wait and wait and wait. and when i finally reached my bus stop, the rain is still going on but im lazy to bring out my brolly so i just walked home in the mini rain.
the conclusion is, i spent 1 hour and 15 minutes to reach home from bedok/chaichee PLUS taking 3 buses to reach home PLUS walking home in the rain when i can reach home in just 30 minutes by just 1 bus and not get caught in the rain. isnt that crappy?
its worse when i got to know im gonna have BAH ZHANG for dinner again tonight, after eating it for dinner for the past 2 nights.

oh yea, i forgot to update abt sunday night. i had surprise visitors again! first was RY; followed my MUM; and then LINDA. and they came at intervals of 5-10mins. haa. so coincidental. but thank god linda didnt bump into mum =x

2008-06-17T22:00:00.000-07:00

firstly, i'll start with an apology for not blogging in a long, long time. so from my tagboard, i can tell that elenda and ry are my loyal readers. haa! although i know of someone who is more loyal and addicted to my blog than them and visits my blog practically everyday but doesnt tag. hehs. I KNOW ITS U! anyway, i reckon there are ppl who reads my blog every now and then but doesnt tag. oh pls. tagging me lets me know that ure concerned enough to come and that ure aware of my current state! i dont really like the feeling when i dont even know who has been here. i feel so stalked.

ignoring the shit above, introducing my new possession. the bouquet of green roses! I LOVEEEEE THEM. go ahead and guess who gave them to me =)

next, attention goes to cherry. she's damn adorable isnt she?! i find her such a darling. to SOME ppl she may be ugly, but she's the sweetest in my eyes. im sure yuan will agree to that. so SOME ppl, pls save ur comments if they're not soothing to the ears of the owners.
thats wad i see when i tilt my head 90 degrees to the front.

and thats wad u'll see from the top.

sweet darling. wrapped her up with the covers. and gdnite.

the next thing is regarding my work now. im currently working at montip warehouse apart from just the outlet. damn cool la. sometimes damn slack, sometimes damn tiring cox i have to climb ups and downs and carry stocks here and there. sometimes no air-con somemore! -.- the worst part is, i start work at 9am, that means i gotta wake up at 7am to prepare and go =) thats a miracle for me okay. if u know me well enough, th-me would nv wake up so on time even for sch. but for work, i lost to it.

anyway so, thats where i work.

HAHAA. no la. thats just the door. thats where i work.

there too.

AND AND AND! just before i end everything, i'll just like to add abt this little interesting incident that happened in my hse last night. poor queeny & stella were homeless and came to camp at our hse at 3am, cabbed down from town. this 2 girls actually cabbed from boon lay to clarke quay and walked to dhoby ghaut and cabbed to my hse.

im perfectly fine with that, as im the one who suggested for them to come. BUT! i dont know who, kept laughing in my room in the middle of the night and interrupting my slp =.= i swear i had the urge to wake up and SCOLD. i woke up in the morning and saw 3 girls slping soundly right beside me while i have to wake up for work. damn sian.

2008-06-07T00:52:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELENDA!

elenda called me over dinner to inform me a super gd piece of news. that whet my appetite and made me much much happier despite the bliss that was alr there. haa. anyway, i was informed that i got into IPP Financial Advisors! OMG OMG OMG. its so omg-ish (ry's line) btw i got like 2 miss calls in the evening from joanna and came home learning that she called my hse too.

dinner today was long-lost GONG GONG and HUM with dear. lol. damn nice la! hehs. now i know where to go for these. hee. yummy yummy! met my long-lost friend steven otw home.. he changed a damn whole lot and looked totally shagged =x

dined at saffron last night and came across these 2 cats otw home! and i went snap snap snap away~

look at how she's sitting.
and look at how she's lying. haa.

2008-06-05T14:34:00.000-07:00

just changed my url and skin!
so cool la i love this skin =D

hopefully it wont lag anymore..

thanks to BAOBAO for some help.

and to my friends,

my apologies for the trouble to relink me.

going to sch for mp ltr on..

im so lazy and its so tiring.

having a dizzy afternoon spell staying home to rot =.=

i want to watch the chronicles of narnia! anyone?

oh yes, sex and the city is nice =)

other than the fact that the female leads are quite old =x

dont miss it!

been missing lots of friends recently..

i wanna meet them all out~

just to update abt my life;

i just went to an interview at IPP Financial Advisors last friday.

didnt know how i fared and if i got in =(

last saturday, i skipped work and attended nicholas teo's FROM NOW ON 2008 concert.

it was SO SO SO TOUCHING! almost cried when i saw him leave.

it was the cheapest ticket la,

but at least i had the experience of watching a concert alr.

looking forward to the next one =)

2008-05-28T01:31:00.000-07:00

i've learnt something meaningful from cleo magazine. as quoted from inside;
"A real relationship, whether it’s with a friend or a lover, is about finding someone who brings out the best in you for the things that you love."

2008-05-27T18:31:00.000-07:00

Im feeling damn fcuked up now.
Long since I last had this feeling.
Having my wem lab, but I have absolutely no clue as to wad marlina is saying and doing.
My emotions have spread to every inch of my body.
Just like poison spreading;
Just like terminal illness at the final stage;
Just leave me alone.

2008-05-26T22:47:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRANDON! =)

super duper buper cuper fuper guper huper juper kuper luper muper nuper puper quper ruper tuper vuper wuper xuper yuper zuper longgggggggggg since i blogged! and i guess readers are damn sian alr. hahaa. esp BAOBAO. hor?

i havent have much to blog abt anyway. cox when i do, i wont have the time to blog abt it. and now when i have the time to, i would have forgotten abt those incidents =x anyway, i'll try to upload some pics and explain! XD

below is the most recent entertainment that i have encountered. it tickles everyone at the scene and makes me feel like rolling on the ground. HAHAA! introducing CHEVY YONG the beggar from centuries ago.

im still waiting for my bouquet of green roses!! *blinks*
thats darling cherry~
she looks like the pirate of the cherrybean =D
look at wad a darling she is! aint she sweet?

her favourite pastime is looking out of the window from my bed.
and my sis decides to join her to know wads so happening outside my room.
(but she saw nth =x)

guess where i am?!
having drinks at clinic! their specials are so damn ex =x
but i feel like trying the x-nurse party!
it looks damn cool.
i swear i will when i have spare cash. just wait.
so take a look at how red ry's face was. haa.

when she only had that little la!
thats us =)

went for another round of drinks with someone special after they went off.. and i merlioned again. first time without taking martell. haa. the feeling is so terrible =/ and, unglam!

2008-05-12T00:17:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY

its mothers' day. and i still have to work =.= not that im a mum, but HELLO, its been like 2-3yrs since i celebrated mothers' day with my mum! korkor was so angry that i couldnt make it for the dinner =( im so so sorry. but anyway, glad they enjoyed!

thats my beautiful mum, with the bouquet we gave her! =) ex sia =x

2008-05-07T03:06:00.000-07:00

wad a gd day. finally heard some news abt my mp. fantastically, i get to work with pikachu. great. i had to tio my mp with a lecturer i didnt like in my poly life. i'll nv forget abt it.

some things have to be thought over once, twice; thrice before action.
think abt the consequences in the long run.
u'll nv get a second chance to change ur life.
however the decisions are made, its ur life - u lead it the way u want it to be.
ppl can only accept it.
if they cant, thats their problem, not urs.
once u've decided,
1) just be urself,
2) go for it;
3) achieve it.

waiting for mum to slp so that i can sneak out =x

2008-05-02T17:44:00.000-07:00

its been a long, long time since i really go online in the afternoon and appeared 'Online'.
and im quite surprised when both my 'kors' came and talk to me at the same time.
their names are kira and hideki respectively.
HAHAA. its not that i have jap kors, but they just happened to call themselves that. hehs.
kira kor says we should meet up soon!
yeaa.. long since we met.
hideki 'kor' is damn damn funny!
he's one with a really gd sense of humour and quite yandao leh.
so if theres any girls interested, tell me pls =)
so he actually tried to persuade me that life is interesting and told me lots of scientic facts!
shall blog them all out when i have the time to =)

one more thing before i go back to my proj, i met this very funny customer ytd at work.
she purchased items that added up to $10.30.
i packed everything and left it in front of her.
she placed a $10 note on the counter and asked "is there any minimum amount required to use NETS?"
she fished out her purse and dig inside.
"nope, any amount will do" i replied.
she continue digging.
"so i can use NETS?"
"yes, u can" i smiled.
she continued digging her purse and then threw out 30cents =.=

its funny how some ppl can be. u meet all kinds of ppl at work.

2008-04-29T22:27:00.000-07:00

for the first time in history for as long as i could rmb, i slept 15hrs straight. i feel as if my bones are falling apart alr. so yes, im going to get an mc ltr on. i just woke up to brush my teeth and stuff.. and.. i started coughing hard, and out came the phlegm. but it was highlighted with RED BLOOD. and my first reaction was "OMG GOT BLOOD?!?! DIE." and then.. i finally have sth to blow from my nose. i blew and blew and blew and out came a lump of bloody phlegm as well =x attached is the disgusting pic of my bloody phlegm. pls do not freak out. if u will be, pls do not attempt to look at it. MIAO, GET WELL SOON!

2008-04-24T01:53:00.000-07:00

today hasnt been a gd day for me.
firstly, my sip interview was brought forward from thu.
shocked and stunned when i heard abt it over dinner the previous night.
none of us knew where it was, so had to cab there from sch.
so, we reached like 15mins earlier but ended up waiting for 45mins.
interview lasted for almost 45mins as well.
not like it wasnt bad enough, we didnt know where we were and had to walk quite a distance under the scorching 12pm sun before we reach raffles mrt station.

met hy for lunch before heading home to change and out again.
had xiao long bao and prawn dumplings at ding tai fung.
hanged around before meeting ry & kenny.
trained to bugis to meet hy.
dined at nydc before sourcing for dou hua
on and on .. .. ..
reached home and realised that v min that i've forgotten to get newspapers for mum.
being an emo gd daughter, i decided to go out again to get it for her.
came back with the papers and she conplained that its not the ones she wanted!
damn.

wad diff does it make to take the same bus but we're not talking anyway?
how i hope i wasnt there.
im just a little too short-tempered these days.
vented my anger whenever i could and even on ppl whom wont tend to get it from me.
anyway, im rather sorry abt today.
im just not myself.
its just not my day.

been really tired these days, even during the early nights.
i gotta slp more. yea.
tml.
i can finally slp til the sun shines on me and i dont want to wake up and there wouldnt be alarms ringing my head off!

im really sorry that things turned out that way.
it wasnt wad i wanted too.
things went wrong right from the start, i guess.

2008-04-21T23:15:00.000-07:00

sch started today!
dear was so sweet la!
waited for me before sch starts ^^

lesson was cancelled so we went to have our meal at central.
went montip to collect my precious hp that was left there overnight =/
and my boss was there.
and complaining wad was i doing there when im supposed to be in sch.

bumped into sharon at pastamania!
she looks cuteee in her uniform.

and i got to know abt this shattering news - that im going for my sip interview on thu at DBS.
great.
thats when my jitters start.

2008-04-16T01:05:00.000-07:00

today must have been a bad day.
it must be my retribution for slping til 11am.
went to sch for the pre-sem briefing for the first time in my poly life;
and received a bad piece of news.
my MP grp was torn apart.
on top of that, my new members are 2 guys i've almost nv talked to before.
cool huh.
how cool can it get?
but hopefully things will work out fine.
the whole thing wasted 4hrs of my life.
finally left there with a super hungry tummy and headed for food at tm.
was late for work and still had to listen to the crap of some nuisance.
thanks god i only had to see her for 10mins.
if she's gonna get promoted, i swear im gonna quit in the short run.
today's a crappy day.
hopefully tml will be a better one.

2008-04-14T02:11:00.000-07:00

damn sian.

i've realised i always say that.
its damn sian when u have to go home;
its damn damn sian when u have to work the next day;
its damn damn damn sian when ur sch is starting next wk.

supposingly going gym tml..
but i guess im too out most of the time that i have absolutely nth to wear tml.
cool.
perhaps i should be a gd girl tml afternoon too.
probably meet up with ppl i've yet to this hols?

yea, i guess i should slp now. gdnite.

2008-04-13T03:18:00.000-07:00

very long since i last updated.
not sure if its just me or too many activities.
so busy with living the life i want to now before sch starts.

had enjoyable nights ytd, the day before and blah blah..
was late for wk today due to fatigue.
home late last night due to friends and drinking.
and didnt slp a wink the previous night.
imagine staying awake thru the night after a gathering and straight for work;
meeting up with friends and finally drinking (not too much to get drunk, but too ex)

it seems like everyone is having a problem recently.
probably a rough patch for ppl around me.
but ppl, stay strong!
u know i'll be here.

some things happen for a reason,
some things just happen without.
ironically, some things can happen without having the need for a reason.

so, just live life the way u want it to be.
most imptly, be happy!

2008-04-07T02:55:00.000-07:00

i just want to do sth diff tonight. sth i shld do but i havent. sth that i've procrastinated since mths ago! ppl, here comes the pics from mths ago~

so nice of him to get her a present. wheres mine?! =( UNFAIR. parent car vs baby car =p

before

and after.

sisterly love.

loves her to bits.

girls night out

jokers.

the little girl who had longgg finger nails. evidence.

that crazy night. the last.

the guy who opened a martell for me! =D

lots of nice (looks, not taste) food.

the sexy sauce.

look at how hungry she is!

the leftover.

i look damn ugly without make-up beside this big-eyed girl!

lovely queeny =)

my family portrait.

poor little girl who got her hand swollen.

i met ephraim coincidentally today.

gdnite.

2008-04-07T01:14:00.000-07:00

feeling real down now..
10yrs of friendship and it went all down the drain today?
i guess its just me
despite not knowing the reason why too.
just imagine ur best friend saying
"just get it from me the next time. oh no, there wont be a next time."
and then touching ur face and say
"im so disappointed in u."
before leaving in a cab, leaving u all alone in a cafe.
wow.
it must have been the best day in my life.

how i wished time could turn back..

2008-04-01T18:52:00.000-07:00

got home SUPER early! like almost right after work. so early, nth to do, tired but cant slp =.= serene was here at my hse studying with yuan.. didnt manage to help much too. instead, i ate A LOT due to boredom and fatigue. A LOT = 1.5 bowl of instant noodles, 0.5 packet of biscuits, 1 stick of ice cream, 2 ferero rocher, 1 bowl of porridge with prawns and fish and pork floss. sinful =x thats not all, i think i made my mum even more unhappy being at home and doing nth. so yes, its better to stay out. I SO WANT TO GO OUT LA! since things dont work out when i come home early, i might as well just stay out everyday.

going out soon. bye.

2008-03-31T01:36:00.000-07:00

surprise visitors again!
there was queeny, huiling, sharon.
and a coincidental meeting with ah lai when i was buying food.

i received a msg from someone today.

"hey, you must take lots of care okay? i've been seeing your pale face for like going to half a yr le. as a friend, i will feel worry u know? =.="

*do i really look so awful now?*

"last time you looked so energetic and lovable. but now u look like.. =x pls rest more!"
*blah blah blah*
"pls rest more.. dont stress urself.. dont over-work. keep urself healthy!"

oh my. that kept me thinking..
SO IM NOT ENERGETIC AND LOVABLE NOW?!
haa. i still think i am la =p
but then again, im so touched by the msges.
thanks. i'll rmb u ^^

2008-03-27T17:01:00.000-07:00

blogger is giving me probs now. and i thot it was only me until i changed my link and realised everyone else's blog is not accessible. sianed la. anyway, went clubbing with hl and sharon last night. the same old place but things went the wrong way. hahaa. and it was a damn crazy night. cabbed home almost 3 but poor sharon had to take care of me all the way and made sure i washed up properly before going home herself. loves her to bits. as i said, sisters are forever. so i'll forgive her wrongdoings as long as im capable of. really enjoyed the night. but some ppl ah. can actually say can come, then cant come, then can come again, then cant again =.=

theres a pattern that just repeats; even for the end.

2008-03-25T00:26:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TONG!

finally, im home EARLY today.
met up with sharon after work to hang out.
after so many years that we've missed out on each other,
we both realised the big change in us.
we used to be so close, so fun.
and now, the environment has changed us.
so much that we're no longer the persons that we used to know..
missed her terribly!
and yes chevy, u better meet up with me SOON.
I MISS U TOO LA!
had gin tonic at buo before going for movie at gv.
(like so crazy to take alcohol in the day =.=)
watched step up 2.
that guy in there is seriously cute la. haa.

in a wink, my hols has passed for a mth alr.
and i've not wasted it.
lived everyday to the max!
ANOTHER MTH TO GO~
quick! make appts with me soon! wahaas.

sometimes.. life just has to carry on no matter what.
we're just like pawns on the chessboard.

2008-03-24T02:04:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to him*

super long since i last updated!
though i was only wking and slacking away,
my life has been very colourful and fulfilling ^^

just to introduce a short video of mariah carey's WITHOUT YOU =D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FQt-h753jHI

pls view it! for fun, laughter, peace and joy =)
its from my dearest, sweetest, friendliest, most impt, one and only, cannot-live-without ALEX !
HAHAA (as requested) =p

2008-03-18T02:04:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QUEENY & DICKSON~

woo. just reached home not long ago from the cool hangout place with elenda;
huiyi & kenny.
its damn relaxing and cool la.
love it to bits. haa.
and i got to know more abt this cute guy working there =p
yup, the thing is that he's a little too old for me and a little too diff in race.
but ya, no harm making a new friend! haa.
plus theres the benefit of getting free cosmopolitan! lol.
i bet he thinks im interested in him or sth (at least according to elenda)
haa. like we've been there ytd and today?
thats crazy, and he actually thinks we'll go again tml =.=
im having such a headache now alr omg.
too much alcohol i guess..

anyway, finally get to catch THE LEAP YEARS today,
and its damn freaking touching!
almost to tears.
im really glad that i caught it before it was gone forever.
and it was much much better than THE ORPHANAGE,
though it(the orphanage) got better towards the end.
caught it with yuan, jovi & sebast on sat night after my work.
and they walked us home after that..
sebast is still so freaking L-A-M-E la.
but then again, they NEVER fail to make my day =)

2008-03-14T02:42:00.000-07:00

ytd, i was amazed that i managed to hold out the call til 7am.
tired like hell.
slept for 3hrs and went for work +.+
got off work a little earlier thinking that i can rest at home.
but i ended up going home to improve on my resume and submit my SIP application form.
went out to meet elenda at night.
ended up going to 85 for supper then home.
initially wanted to go bugis with yuan & queeny but,
i just couldnt stand the gruesome sight of piercing,
so i skipped that.
after all, i had work to do.

went for work normally today and left promptly.
last min went to ry's hse and she prepared lunch for me!
lol. its only sandwich and sausage, but its delicious!
haa. ry, u've grown up =p
THANKS FOR THE LUNCH! ^^
then ran some errands before meeting elenda.
went to blue urban oasis~
hoegarden! =D
that guy there is cute. lol
its a cool place to chill. hee
shall visit it more frequently!
probably tml too. haa.

on my way home, sophia sent me this sms asking me to stop walking and stay where i was.
i thought she was somewhere behind me and needed me to walk with her.
so i literally stopped where i was and kept looking behind me =/
god knows,
she told me she was on the bus when she saw me at the traffic light =.=
crap. i felt so idiotic .. ..

went out again to serene's void deck with yuan.
she passed my sis her hand-made cookies and a cake.
so sweet of her la!
heres the pic.

soon, alan came home and we asked him to join us.
went to mr prata to la kopi.
and this very interesting incident took place.

we each ordered a drink.
but dunno why, i always suay suay tio sth different from the rest.
my cup of teh-c was accompanied with this super dirty teaspoon with black stains on it.
its not like its old or wad k.
its DIRTY. the whole face.
so i was pissed and wanted to ask for an exchange,
despite yuan asking me to just wipe it off.
so i beckon for the man to come to our table.
i showed him the teaspoon and told him it was dirty.
he stared at it for a second too long that sends me the message that he didnt think there was anything wrong with it.
i asked if he could change it for me.
he was abt to walk away with just the spoon but i said:
"the spoon is dirty, means the drink is also dirty."
this idiot can still ask me: "u want to change?"
*pissed*
like DUH?!?!?
"ya, can u? thanks."
he looks so reluctant to do it but still took it away.
BUT, he brought it to the counter and showed his colleague the spoon and talked and discussed and kept peering over at our table.
*damn pissed*
like come on?! its only a $1 cup of teh-c leh!
have to be so stingy meh.
its a fact that the spoon is dirty wad.
anyway he came back with this cup accompanied with a PLASTIC SPOON.
*dammit*
that was obviously to spite me la.
im super super super pissed alr.
decided to not drink it.
(im also worried they nv change it, or perhaps they added "extra" ingredient to it)
so yup, being me, i chose to get back the silent way =)
we added ashes and saliva and phlegm to the teh-c in return ^^
wanted to add a cigg butt too,
but my sis thought that was too bastard. lol
after that, faster zhao lang. hahaa
that was fun.

2008-03-12T02:49:00.000-07:00

firstly, i apologise to ppl who came and found no updates on my blog.

secondly, i apologise for not having to mood to post up pics.
shall do it probably in the next few days.

next, i shall move on to update more abt myself! ^^

starting from thu (as far as i can rmb things),
i cancelled my pedicure+manicure appointment for fri.
connie got angry and called to rant and stopped talking to me.
that continued til today when she informed that she'll no longer work on wkdays, only on sat.
fine. thats cool. i dont have to tolerate seeing her on wkdays at least.
but then again, things got out of hand due to misunderstandings.
i just didnt like explaining. she can be angry for all she like.
ive always tried to keep a low profile and refrain from conflicts ever since i came to montip.
but it seems like some things just cannot be avoided.

on fri,
i went to sch for the SIP talk & was super impressed by the min. salary offered.
i think its so damn cool to be in this course after all.
lol. so, die die also cannot get in-hse! wahahahaa~
it was also the release of A levels results.
both my friends didnt do quite well..
went to meet hw after that and ate a tub of ice cream & a pack of ruffles tgt =/
that caused my loss of appetite the following day. (partially due to connie too)
adr came to take over the job of taking care of hw,
so i left for inter at 11pm to meet hy & pb
chatted til late before walking home..

*nth worth mentioning on sat & sun* (i guess)

ytd was mon.
mon was ytd.
work at normal time and knocked off a lil ltr cox jeslin was there.
chionged home to change and stuff and queeny came over to wait for my dua bai sister.
we then headed out tgt.
us to vivo and yuan to town.
it was damn ps when queeny and i took the wrong train TWICE.
overshot outram and reached redhill (2 stops away) =/
so we had to take back and sadly again,
went to the wrong side of outram and reached chinatown =.=
so we had to alight and take the opposite one back again.
damn. suay. and super malu.
machiam 2 blind & blur persons going out tgt. lol

by the time we reached vivo, it was 6.30 alr =)
super fantastic.
walked arnd with that 9cm heels (i HAD to cox queeny is so super tall =.=)
and my feets hurting like hell,
i only bought a bangle. cool.
ended the day with meeting (coincidentally) meeting chevy at inter mac & waiting for the 2 yuans before going home.
*my feets felt like heaven when i finally got to rest on my bed*
queeny, know that ure such a lucky girl - i turned down my cousin, hy, hw just to go out with u. but i felt really guilty towards hy & hw. sorry! i promise i'll make it up!

today is tue, tue is today.
work dragged a lil later due to the absence of a staff.
and this should be happening more frequently during this hols.
got off at 3.30 and went to meet sharon.
long since ive met her, and she looks really moody.
poor girl.
chevy came soon after and we left for nafa without sharon.
spent super alot of money today.
but luckily can claim most of them =p
yea, thats all.
and ya, i got home super early today! ^^
like at abt 10+pm.
hehs. alright, im going to make a super impt call before going to bed.
anyway, tataa`

2008-03-06T22:22:00.000-08:00

i witnessed sth downright dirty and disturbing today.
it happened after my facial session.

scene: on a bus
there was this malay man, probably in his 50s, with a big belly.
he was standing right beside a lady (in her 40s) sitting down.
that man, moved with the swayings and bumpings of the bus;
and kept knocking his abdomen area (in fact the area below his abdomen) against that lady's arm.
qns: how did i know that the man was doing it on purpose?
ans: that man kept looking down when he was knocking that lady!
and i could tell that the lady was SUPER uncomfortable with that.
qns: how?
ans: she "tsk" and stared at that man repeatedly, irritated. also, she positioned her face in the opposite direction from where that man was standing.
now, im really disgusted with that. i was sitting right behind that lady and saw everything clearly. i wished that lady would just leave her seat and move away from that man. but she didnt. anyway, the point is, i would if i were in her place.

oh btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIANWEI! =D

2008-03-04T02:31:00.000-08:00

i dont understand why is it that we have to do things to make ppl happy.
especially when ure even not happy urself.
i hate it when im asked to do things i dont like to.
i hate it when i have to abide by crap.
i dont see why i have to stand in ppl's shoes when im not being understood.

i dont understand why my problems all come tgt.

im going to settle it asap.
i want my peaceful life.
my peaceful and seems-happy life.
at least i'll feel happier.

oh btw, its ah beng's bday alr.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH BENG~
going for bbq tml.
with the chicken wings marinated by a problem.

hospitalised alex.

2008-03-03T01:48:00.000-08:00

i realised how much a failure of a friend i was.
i didnt know when my friend
went through an op;
was hospitalised;
and bed-ridden.
only til the current stage of home-grounded,
that i've realised how much i've missed out.

and its definitely not just any simple op.
its a major one that involved meddling with the lungs!
OMG.
friend, im sorry that i wasnt concerned enough to ask abt u.
it really made me felt useless.
but i hope u'll be fine.
thats the most impt thing.
i promise i'll visit u latest by next wk!
i cant cook, but i can da bao =D

promise to take care of urself!
even if u dont,

just eat ur meals at THE RIGHT TIME;
meals = 3 HEALTHY meals a day
eat ur prescribed medicine (if there is) regularly;
regularly = instructed time (before/after meals)
last but not least,
AMPLE REST!
ample rest = rest whenever ure tired and NO MORE owling.

最熟悉的陌生人

2008-03-02T03:26:00.000-08:00

最熟悉的陌生人 - 萧亚轩

还记得吗
窗外那被月光染亮的海洋
你还记得吗
是爱让彼此把夜点亮
为何后来我们用沉默取代依赖
曾经朗朗星空
渐渐阴霾

心碎离开
转身回到最初荒凉里等待
为了寂寞
是否找个人填心中空白
我们变成了世上
最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦

心碎离开
转身回到最初荒凉里等待
为了寂寞
是否找个人填心中空白
我们变成了世上
最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦

我们变成了世上最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神

如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦

the typical drinking session.but not typical feelings.

2008-03-02T02:54:00.000-08:00

ytd proved me wrong since 24th nov o6.so all this while i've been living in self-denial to refrain from myself wallowing in self-pity.the history comes back to me again,urging me to once again take that step in attempt to change my life for the better.the only difference is,im no longer the girl i used to be 2years ago.i've changed,improved,and survived.despite that,theres this bit of me that just wouldnt bulge.i though it was all gone.but the fact proved me wrong.the truth shows that i've only pushed reality away and ignored its presence.or rather, reality is there but i've been running away from it on this long,dark road of loneliness.i've succeeded in fooling myself these 2 years but now,i cant even face myself without a mask.eventually,i can NEVER deny my conscience.

ever since my 17th bday,
i've let myself fall into this tunnel of no return.
god,im not exactly a loyal fan of urs,but will u ans me?

and the same question 2years ago came back.
为何只有在夜深人静时
你才会成为我的情人?
一旦天亮
睁开双眼后
我们又再度的变回陌生人了…

if any were to wonder what happened ytd(29th feb o7), its just
the typical drinking session.
but not the typical feelings.

subconsciously,my mind gave me a solution to everything.i wont know if its the best,and i wont be able to change anything if i adopt it.but i hope,that if i need, i can have a lil more bravery like my sister.
like i said,i've changed in these 2 years.even when my mind gave me the same solution back then,the me then could never have done it.however,the me now is a wee bit more couragous :)

2008-02-26T04:20:00.000-08:00

Fergie - Big Girls Don't Cry

La Da Da Da Da

The smell of your skin lingers on me now

You're probably on your flight back to your home town

I need some shelter of my own protection baby

To be with myself and Center, ClarityPeace, Serenity

[CHORUS:]

I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you

It's personal, myself and I

We've got some straightening out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've got to get a move on with my life

It's time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry

Don't cry

The path that I'm walking

I must go alone

I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown

Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?

And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS:]

I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you

It's personal, myself and I

We've got some straightening out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've got to get a move on with my life

It's time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard

We'll play jacks and UNO cards

I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine Valentine

Yes you can hold my hand if you want to

'Cause I want to hold yours too

We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds

But it's time for me to go home

It's getting late, dark outside

I need to be with myself and Center, ClarityPeace, Serenity

[CHORUS]

I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you

It's personal, myself and I

We've got some straightening out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've got to get a move on with my life

It's time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry

Don't cry

La Da Da Da Da Da

2008-02-26T02:53:00.000-08:00

The examiniations of academic year 2007/08
have come to an end.

YEA!! hee.

on the contrary, its not really sth to be happy abt on the whole.
cox i think i screwed up the papers.
either one or both.
i guess the supp is going to nab me this time round.
(i dont just say that for fun)
but hopefully my lady luck can still create a miracle for me.

that as gd as not studying for the paper;
pray and pray and pray to god;
and turns up for the paper. lol

i can be easily contened :)
loves.

2008-02-24T00:11:00.000-08:00

i said sth senseless again. haa. conver with rapture again.

R[a]p[t]ure ｡◕‿◕｡ says:
was his name amin or something
my batch also had a malay trainer

[i][c=41]icygreenie [/c][/i] says:
erm no
hahaa
his name is
RAMESH
omg is indian =x
LOLOL

R[a]p[t]ure ｡◕‿◕｡ says:
LOL
i was thinking... ISN'T THAT AN INDIAN NAME
HAHA

continue talking..
R[a]p[t]ure ｡◕‿◕｡ said:
我是變態！！

[i][c=41]icygreenie [/c][/i] said:
YA =/
I KNOW

R[a]p[t]ure ｡◕‿◕｡ says:
ｉｓ　ｓｈｅ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｕｒ　ｓｉｓｔｅｒ
don't seem like leh
more like cousins

[i][c=41]icygreenie [/c][/i] said:
huh. why lol
we look so alike!
WE'RE CARVED OUT FROM THE SAME PIECE OF WOOD OMG

R[a]p[t]ure ｡◕‿◕｡ says:
oh so u are wood ladies
demons
my god
so how many thousand yrs of cultivation have u had
ahahahha

=.=

shit ah. still havent study =(
i saw jen at cs today! twice at diff timings.
but he didnt notice me the first time.
benny is a nice guy! haa.

宝宝的姐姐

2008-02-23T21:06:00.000-08:00

i so feel like a celebrity today la.
theres this 2 girls shopping at montip and like kind of keep looking at me.
whispering and looking at me in a way like im supposed to know them.
they gave me that kind of stare which i'll give when my friends are oblivious to my presence.
u know, like when ur friends dont recognise u and u'll stare to ask "HELLO do u rmb me?!"
makes me feel so weird =/
and finally when they're making payment,
one of them asked me:
你是不是宝宝的姐姐?

"ya."
=x
so, im not a celebrity.
my sister is.

thanks to my colleague who came to help out at night,
im able to leave in the evening as i have to "study".
nice =D

2008-02-22T02:53:00.000-08:00

It was until today that I realized there was this someone who really cared for me -
Much enough for me to feel that the world is a better place now.
And to think, I didn’t know about that after so many years.
Thank you so much.
Though this person doesn’t read my blog,
I just want to express my gratitude.
I'm so sorry that all i ever gave was disappointment.

Come to think of it, this mysterious person had done things that really touched me.
It’s just that I tend to just take them for granted.
I guess I’m blaming the world too much that I thought I deserved better.
However, I’m really getting contented now =)

Moreover, I got to re-live my past after attending the AKLTG session today.
I couldn’t contain my own tears though I don’t even know the people there.
The scene was so heart-warming.
It reminded me of the time when I went through the training myself;
and how important parents are.
No matter how ugly, irritating or loathsome a person can be,
remember that they’ve been brought to this world by people who love them.
And no matter how much a failure is a person,
the parents are the ones who will never give up on them.

Friends, remember to let your parents know that you love them!

It’s mushy, but that’s something you would love to hear too.
Don’t be shy!

oh btw, i got to know a new friend today too.
she’s an auntie – mum of yuan’s friend.
she’s a nice lady. and i could sense her helplessness.
hopefully i’ll be able to help her.
probably ask her out for coffee someday after my exams =D
with that, i think i really click with aunties and uncles. haa.
i think they make the world more beautiful too. lol

2008-02-20T15:14:00.000-08:00

havent seen yuan for a whole day ytd!
poor girl.. didnt even get to eat dinner.
lol. pictures time~

missed this out during cny.
wanted to capture the length of my hair but its too black =.=

its valentines' day~

envious of her flowers =/

my meifu-wannabe.

yuan cooked for me de! ^^
she told me:
jie, this is not 普通的面 leh.
this is called "MA YOU DAN DAN MIAN".

i was like, wth la? DAN DAN MIAN?! as in this DANDAN? =/ freaked out.luckily she went on to say:
its MA YOU DAN DAN MIAN cox got no ingredients added,
only MA YOU.
chey. 原来 is 麻油淡淡面 =.=

2008-02-19T17:41:00.000-08:00

just reached home from the cmsk meeting.
our grp did it quite okay except when i was a little slow in reacting when it was my part.
i got the 'secretary' position and had to 'pretend' to write minutes, which distracted me.
but overall it was fine.
thanks to the ample practices we did before that.

my throat got a little better today.
i can somehow hear my normal voice.
but this sudden continuous cough came when we were doing our minutes in the library after the meeting.
talk abt 死前的征兆.
hahaa. i hope i used that term correctly =/
realise, its been like 2yrs+ since i've really read chi.
and i seriously think its getting rusty.

so tired!
but still, its not time to give up yet.
going out now to study for sa.
jiayou~!

the super long post.

2008-02-19T01:44:00.000-08:00

i entitled this post "the super long post." contains activities for 5days =D

long since i've posted! so sorry for the mia. i understand; for going to ppl's blog expecting to read sth but it seems like that person just died-ed without u knowing. hahaa. alright.

starting from 13 feb (wed), i didnt want to go anywhere since theres no lessons in sch. but ya, lost to elenda =.= went to cdc with her. i got conned. she told me it'll only take 1-2hrs. damn. instead, she took like 5hrs of my time! finally went home and then went out with the 2 yuans.

oh yep! saw this weird man when i was eating at kfc with elenda. after eating, i went to wash my hands. saw this man approaching our table when i was walking back. he pointed to my leftover food and then just took it to another table before starting to devour it =/ the sight was simply disgusting la. that made us feel like puking. seriously la. just imagine. u didnt eat someone else's food. but this man can actually take some stanger's leftover food and eat - even before that person leaves the table.

disgusted. and filled with sympathy at the same time. we finally decided to buy food for that man after discussion. got a meal for him and asked the staff to pass it to him. hope that helps! and there was this other old lady at the opposite table who was dabao-ing (taking away) drinks =.=

i had a lonely valentines' day. was alone for more than half a day la. so sian. and had to date my laptop. damn sian cox i couldnt find a com in sch. sianed. went home to do my proj. all thanks to huiling's help. did as much as i could before meeting ry at her hse and then going out for supper and then go pray at this temple in loyang - with the 2 yuans. went home quite late and still have to force myself to study uir! damn. so tired.

ran this errand for him today. hope 有情人终成眷属 =)

uir test on fri was ok ah. i just passed but it seemed to aijin that i did well. (the power of comparison) hahaa. and i was suay enough to be the first she called out for the blog presentation. forget it. come quickly and end quickly. i just crapped my way thru =/ and i still had the cheek to ask her a downright stupid qns before i start.
aijin: ok u can start.
me: ok.. so this is my blog..
(to aijin) erm, can i ask u a qns?
aijin: yes?
me: what am i supposed to present on? =/
*class laughs*
aijin: =.= on what u have learnt in this subject.
me: oh okay. blah blah blah.. ..

super jialat.
okay then after uir lesson, went to chiong ader.
gave it one last dash though i know its wrong alr.
haa. stayed back and completed everything by 8pm.
hy came to tp to find me la.
so sweet of her =)
then went 85 to eat before heading home~

work on sat and sun..
chiong to study for ader right after work on sun.
no time alr!
test on mon and havent studied one bit!
cool. super cool.
u reap what u sow.
i die.

studied til 12+ then went home.
went to sch like an hr+ before to study.
(like it helps)
felt super dead when i came out of the lt.
but its just not me to brood over it and flip my notes for the right ans.
whats done cannot be undone.
whats submitted cannot be changed.
so be it.
the worst is just retaking of module.
its not the end of the world.

prepared our cmsk script after the pp.
then went home to slp before meeting eq to study sa.
sockie and xw best!
slack for today and start tml.
cool.
i cmi.
so have to ks abit for once.
tml is the cmsk meeting!
excited over what is the role i'll be getting tml.
hahaa.
gd luck ppl!

2008-02-12T22:57:00.000-08:00

as quoted from someone i admire,
"some people just have it better."
i used to think that was just a line someone used to make oneself feel better -
just to make yourself feel that its not you, its just life.
> an excuse to escape from reality.

now, i think i understand the feeling of the originator when this line was mentioned.
life is so not fair.
then again, perhaps i needed the above assurance.

i finally truly understood the meaning of the line;
the more ppl i meet, the more i love my dog.

i keep seeing 人的丑陋.
and that really disgusted me.

that made me detest life.
detest my life.
detest seeing ppl.
detest hearing.
detest talking.
hatred.

2008-02-12T06:29:00.000-08:00

yes so i havent slept. haa. pictures time~

my cousin's baby!
baby CASH
baby PRECIOUS
WINDWIND
and me =)
auntie josephine

shuhui
LOLs.
wad a cute & active girl.bros & sis & granny
CASH
PRECIOUS
naked CASH & PRECIOUS
CUTE! ^^

qian jiu wo.sparkles*
meiqin.

(this was the best pic alr la =x i look so fake when i take pics with her. lol)

2008-02-12T05:19:00.000-08:00

for goodness sake.
im soooo addicted to WAHJONG now.
just finished the gameS with sop, chevydovey and limligen leaving.
SIAN-ED.
everyone off to their beds.
i wonder if i shld too.
haa.
if i do, im not sure if i'll be in sch tml.
lol.

im super touched today!
CHEVY WALKED ME HOME AT 2.30AM ^^
she understands that im afraid of the dark.
thanks girl. love u loads!

she said she's meeting me, but he thought that she meant she's meeting him.

2008-02-10T01:36:00.000-08:00

hope everyone had a HAPPY NEW YEAR.

i didnt really enjoy.
things didnt go the way i expected it to be.
anyway, things got better as days went by.

i've learnt new things just within these days.
it taught me things that i'll rmb for life.
too many to recall.
but this period was like a roller coaster ride.
so fast, so scary.

chu xi was dinner with family;
but this couple (kor's friends) came too.
not like they're a part of our family?
okay, not that i dont welcome them.
im just biased cox i dont like them.
windwind came today! =)

chu yi and chu er were for visiting..
on chu er, zy came to my hse late at night.
after supper & playing cards and all,
we went to play sparkles at east coast =x
and that was 5am+
=.=
got forced by yuan.
and by the time i reached home at 8am,
I FELL DEAD ON THE BED.

on chu san, woke up at 2pm.
went for movie at ps with ahbeng, sophia, socks, xw & ah bao.
watched kung fu dunk.
super nice la! its funny.
hahaa and i like jay chou now =p
and after that, sophia & socks left us.
the rest came to my hse to eat and play mj!
hehs.
but still, didnt play enough =x
come on ppl!
just come to my hse for mj this season!
MAKE APPOINTMENTS!

starting work tml =(
saw carol at pc bunk today ^^

jiejie.. smsed and asked if i was okay.
she said i didnt feel right.
and that im not the same anymore.
like im bothered with sth.
i hope im not.

2008-02-05T23:07:00.000-08:00

i've realised..
that we cant control things in life.
we can only make decisions & precautions;
hoping to achieve the result we want.
but somehow..
along the way, unexpected events might pop a surprise.

thanks to xiuwen~
that i got some divine help for ader.
wahahahaas~
much appreciated!

its the first time in ages.

i came home early.

only to find no one at home.

and im very hungry =.=

luckily there was the new yr goodies!

wahaas~

though heaty, they're stomach-filling!

dad came home soon to fix dinner.

his way of cooking so weird la!

yes.
thats black pepper if u've guessed it.
HE STIR-FRIED IT.
i dunno for wad.
he cooked BLACK PEPPER BEEF STEAK.
i couldnt resist the temptation of gobbling up my portion =x
so yup, took a pic of yuan's instead.

hahaa yummy la!

and.. was introduced this wahjong game.
super fun la! hehs.
play play play!!

going to buy new yr stuff with mum ltr!
hahaa "late night shopping" too =p

Secondhand Serenade - It's Not Over

2008-02-04T02:45:00.000-08:00

shifted this post upwards just to complement the song ^^

Secondhand Serenade - It's Not Over

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing game
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

2008-02-04T01:13:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOVI~ (3rd feb)

sometimes i really wonder..

i see so many "me" that i've lost track of the real one.

am i the crazy girl who nv ate her medicine?
am i the stressful girl who nv had enough time?
am i the bad-tempered girl who doesnt like talking?
am i the happy-go-lucky girl who nv stopped smiling?
am i the 'heck' girl who doesnt give a shit abt everything?
am i the blur girl who keeps dreaming and go "huh?" at everything?
or..
am i the emo girl who lies behind the facade of any of the above?

i dont know.

looking for the inner me;
and most imptly,
the real me.

2008-02-03T00:48:00.000-08:00

just came home not long ago! worked a lil ltr tonight.. and cs got late-night shopping! wahahahaa~ my FA-VO-RITE. but not that late also la. majority of the shops also closed.. i shopped til abt 1130 before heading home with supper for mummy =)

the best thing is, I FINALLY GOT MY CNY COSTUME! hee. although only got like 2 sets, gd enough la. i kinda regreted though =x hahaa like got sth not worth the price in a rush. LOL. might be going back to do some exchange. wahaas. ps ps =p

okok~ gotta go clear my table and then rest alr! sooo tired. die arh. dunno if mon can work =x

imagine..
how gd will it be if only malls in SG open 24/7.
if only..
then i will be able to go shopping when i cant get to slp at night.
=)

2008-02-01T11:32:00.000-08:00

im so damn FREAKING tired.
really. damn. FREAKING. TIRED.
that i fell aslp standing on the bus to sch.
HAHAHAHAA~
its so unglam, but i THINK i was slping.
u know, like u just closed ur eyes to rest;
but the next time u open ur eyes,
u felt like u've just slept.
hahaa and i was STANDING!!
omg =x
so ps.
imagine if there was ppl looking at me =/
malu til i die.

wanted to skip uir today.
the plan was so perfect,
but it happened to have this damn wiki presentation.
and i ONLY got to know that it will not be assessed.
next wk will be the blog presentation =.=
which WILL be assessed.
dammit.
cannot run again.
and its the last lesson next wk~
no more leave to clear anyway..

2008-02-01T06:22:00.000-08:00

its been 3 WHOLE DAYS since i've seen my beloved sister.
I MISS HER!
the only times i've seen her during these 3 days is when she's slping on the bed.
we've not seen each other eyes (opened)-to-eyes (opened).
HAHAA.

the times when i reached home late at night
(even tonight when i came home once at 11pm), she's aslp alr.
the times when she wakes up to go to sch, im aslp.
the times when i wake up for sch, she's not back yet.
and the times she comes home from sch, im outta the hse alr.

and the cycle goes on and on.
AND SO!
I MISS HER SO~

its funny how we always complain abt seeing and talking to each other EVERYDAY;
that we're getting so tired of each other that we've nth else to say to each other.
its the irony that i'll actually miss not seeing her and talking to her for 3 days.
haa.

its okay. i'll finally have the chance soon. she's going to wake up for sch probably in another 15mins' time. i just finished my UIR proj 15mins ago. yes 6am. which includes all the travelling arnd, the walking abt, the cabbing home, the supper time and the stoning time. LOL. okay im proud of being able to do last minute can. theres this sense of satisfaction la. hahaa wth~

have to reach sch by 8am to meet my proj mates. so i cant slp now! if not ppl will not see me in sch tml =/ endure! another 45mins and i can prepare to go sch! ^^

2008-01-31T19:39:00.000-08:00

[i][c=41]icygreenie [/c][/i] I WANT KONG YOU! says:
cheryl say faridah and aijin de requirement diff

im making my stand firm this time round says:
the gold mine need more informationim

LOLOLOL!
this girl is so so so funny la. i just cant resist not copying what she says to me.
wahahahaa~
just trying to loosen myself up while doing my uir.
its driving me crazy alr.
and there are still ppl who thinks i dont have enough to do.
dammit.

2008-01-31T02:58:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUI YI~ (30th jan)

ytd was a long and tiring day.
thats the excuse for not attending lecture again today =x
woke up super early to prepare myself (dolling up)
for the cmsk interview with my "potential boss"

was kind of bad.
dammit.
i thot things would be better if asked abt me instead of DBS.
and the last qns was the worst:
if there was a fire, what are the 3 things u will bring with u?

i swear i felt like stabbing that tutor =.=
wth?!?!
whatever~
i just hope i dont fail it.

right after that, chiong home to change then rush to bugis.
ry is late. met hy at cityhall instead.
had dinner at somewhere new before walking abt but everywhere is closed.
things started going awry since.
hy being quiet and emo and all. ignoring us etc.
sth happened along the way and she just shut herself out.
we looked for her and she's EMOING.
standing and taking pics alone.
like wth? so wad if its gonna be her bday?
we're all so tired alr. and she just mentioned going home.
wanted to surprise her with a cake but we failed =/
she saw even before i could light it up.
and i lighted it SEVERAL TIMES before she finally got to blow it out.
haa. then she started opening up a little more.
things got better on the way home, with her present given before ry left too.
BUT MY LEGS WERE HURTING LIKE MAD.
RESTED AT MAC FOR ALMOST AN HR BEFORE GOING HOME AT 12 =.=

okay. thank god there was the cake, bday song and present.
otherwise she's going to have another "bad bday experience" added to her black list.
we've always given her bad birthdays, i realised.

im sorry that i've nv noticed ur wants for a special day, a special celebration with a normal bday song and a great present.
im sorry. i'll try to improve on that the following yrs.

to have the birthday girl tell u that she wants a bday song and a present is really, really bad.

today was busy too. home after facial after sch and stuff.
esp at night.
when i had to meet zy to lib, go 201 meet elenda and go socks' hse, go back to 201 meet zy & yuan, go sunplaza meet hy and go home with her, and finally go back to socks' hse =.=
give me a break omg.
and im super tired now =x
I WANNA SLP!

. says: r u still still angry..
. says: i really dont mean tat..
. says: jus hope tat u r not angry anymore...

this person said that to me.. somehow im busy and my hands didnt want to reply despite my heart wanting to just tell him
"i'll forgive u."

some things lost just cannot be recovered.

hy was much happier today.
just like wad she said,
luckily ytd she didnt spend her bday with us.
i've too realised, that we're just so different from her friends.

2008-01-29T00:09:00.000-08:00

okay that thing is, i fell aslp at the most crucial time, when its abt 5mins to me calling hl to wake her up. SO COOL. she ended up calling me and by that time, i couldnt manage to wake socks and xw up. pia like mad and there was some last minute problems that were driving me insane. rushed and rushed and we were still late. and didnt manage to submit our cd-rom cox there were some errors. sian =.=

anyway but i realised my grp wasnt the 'best'. there was this grp which was super last min and like did things all from scratch =x cool. and suay. hahaa. but it was a relief la. that we're only left with tml's interview and uir assignment submission on fri then its gonna be a breeze! at least for a short period of time. hahaa. hope the interview will go fine tml =x im starting to be a bit anxious since i havent prepared one bit. GOD BLESS ME! i'll be going first among the 8sisters and heading straight home after. hahaa. jiayou everyone! ^^

after that, went bugis with hy, beng, ah bao and hl =) wanted to go ps la.. but that ps hometown girl nv come.. then no one go with me.. so sian. ended up buying random stuff but not my CNY CLOTHES! omg la. its drawing nearer but my stuff are all not ready =x must rush alr! gotta pack up and slp le. if not cannot wake up tml. lack of slp last night! tataa~

2008-01-28T05:08:00.000-08:00

omg im so in the mood for music now! still awake cox i have to stay awake to wake up my friends for proj printing and submission ltr =) then going shopping after that! hee.

I LOVE KONG YOU !!
I WANT KONG YOU !!
I NEED KONG YOU !!

wahaas.
im so so so crazy over him now!
but its probably just a 3-days thing.
who knows?
for the benefit of those who dunno who he is,
here it is =)

OMG.

(missing details have been banned)

2008-01-26T23:53:00.000-08:00

Eagle-eyed shop assistant helps nab pickpocket suspects - Jan 25, 2008
THE gang of foreigners could not have picked an unluckier spot to do their thing - picking pockets. First, the Tampines hair accessories shop they were loitering in had a security camera system

3 suspects of pickpocket syndicate arrested - Jan 25, 2008
POLICE have arrested three suspected pickpockets who are believed to be part of a syndicate responsible for the recent spate of thefts in Tampines, Central, Bedok Central and Ang Mo Kio Hub. All Vietnamese nationals, the two women and man, aged between 28 and 38 years, were nabbed with the help of an alert sales assistant in a Tampines shopping mall on Thursday evening, said police

was informed abt it only today - of the pickpocket case which was cracked by connie. (sadly i couldnt get the online article of it) and she was awarded this "plate" by the police force la. so cool right! but thats so dangerous too =x cox the syndicate have not been caught yet. i hope she'll be well and fine!

well was supposed so meet my sa grp mates to chiong proj at 8am but the same old me couldnt pull myself out of bed on time. in the end, it was too late when i next opened my eyes. well then, prepared for work. on my way there, connie called me. i ansed and i heard her voice calling me. but somehow along the way, i heard a somewhat diff voice asking me sth foreign.

"connie": u know the spinbox we have, cannot on leh. like spoil. have to go into the storeroom to switch on?

me: huh? wad spinbox? wad cannot on? where got storeroom? i dunno leh. =x

"connie": there.. the spinbox la.. the one we have.. have to ... ... (blah blah)

me: wad? i dunno wad u saying leh.

"connie": ure May Chan right?

me: no.

"connie": then who are u?

me: im jacelyn.

"connie": huh who?

me: JACELYN.

"connie": but this is May Chan's number right?

me: NO. this is my number.

"connie": (vaguely) SPH...

tooh.. tooh..

-line got cut off-

then connie called again. this time it was really her voice throughout. she asked me what happened cox she seemed to be talking to someone else too. LOL. her scenario:

connie: hello xiao mei arh where are u?

"me": suntec

connie: huh wad are u doing there?! got work leh.

"me": are u feline/pearlene?

connie: no.

connie: who are u?

"me": may.

connie: then u know jacelyn?

"me": ya.

(blah blah blah)

LOL la. this is so so so funny. so actually our lines got cut with another duo. and connie thought that was my friend =.= HAHAA.

okay then at work today.. this grp of typical ah bengs + 1 ah lian (abt 6-8 altgt) came in and stood at the entrance looking in as if they're looking for someone. i turned and looked at them suspiciously =/ (natural reaction ok) and right after cashiering, i went over to them and the rest except 2 guys left. one of the guys then asked:

ah beng: today got 2 staffs nv work ah?

me: huh?

ah beng: got one is wear specs, abit fat fat de.

me: oh ya, she nv work.

ah beng: huh she not working alr ah?

me: she not working TODAY.

ah beng: (smiling to himself) oh.. (after a pause) eh im banned leh.

me: banned u still come in for wad?

ah beng: come in see see la.

me: see wad?

ah beng: see zha bor lor.

i stared at him with the "wth look".

then he just turned and said bye to me.

so weird. but after telling connie abt it then i realised they're the suspected pickpockets/thieves that my 2 other colleagues had caught last wk but let them off cox they were too "fierce" and "vulgar". i wonder if they'll come back tml. that'll be interesting =)

will be meeting my proj mates tml morning. hope i'll be able to wake up! NOT MUCH TIME LEFT. gdnite! ^^